Amy18
Eternal DISnerd
- Joined
- Oct 5, 2012
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- 487
LOL! I'm right there with you! My family and co-workers are telling me to put my big girl panties on and suck it up!
I am just not myself right now

DH keeps trying to console me, but I keep telling him "don't, just don't"

I don't think I am going to feel better until I have a good cry and unload.

But I am not there yet. Still angry.

I feel very disappointed in myself right now, and like I let my family down.



I am just feeling very inadequate, like they didn't see in me what others did.

I was told my passion "oozes right out of me".

Apparently, I am just not good enough.

Not a pity party at all. Just feeling like that is reality for me. It has been a very rough year, cancer, some other very serious illnesses, and I have my third surgery in the past year next Wednesday.


Now I have 6 more vacations to plan for friends and family the next two weeks, I promised I would do it and make it fantastic. But my heart is just not in it right now. I think I will take a few days to find that passion again, and then get back to it.

Congrats again to all the Round 3's, I am truly happy and excited for you guys, and I will be here to cheer you on! I can't wait to hear all about the rest of your journey, and I just know some of you are going to make the MP for sure!
