Ok. Ok. Deep breath. Back to my happy place.
I really am excited about checking out a new resort. DH and I had wanted to check out all the different resorts, just to do that. But when it came down to spending the money, AKL was a less expensive deluxe option. I am glad to get to try BC for the AKL price. I will add my request for queen beds to my request for a full balcony and hope and pray that I will get both. It seems like there is a lot of availability there for our stay, so hopefully that won't be a problem. I just hate relying on requests and wish that I could KNOW that I would get what I want. My wants are simple. A balcony and a queen bed, things that I thought were std at deluxe resorts. But...deep breath...it'll all be okay. Thanks for the reassurance. I have control issues.

I'm being pushed outside of my comfort zone.
I have also read about the movies. The campfires seem to be in question. I am excited to hear about the pleasant evenings to be had a the resort. Our strategy this trip is to get up early, but also to go to bed at a decent time to actually get some sleep on vacation. Crazy, I know. But fireworks aren't that important to DS, and Dh and I can do without. Case in point. It's July 4th and we didn't buy any fireworks and we didn't watch any. Some were going off all around the neighborhood, and DS just wanted to go inside and hang out. We saw all the nighttime shows last time around, so I don't feel like we'll be missing out on anything by trying to get into the parks early instead. Plus, DS starts school the Monday after our Sat return, so we want to keep up with the early am thing.
But, it might be nice to relax somewhere on the resort grounds and see what can be seen of Illuminations. Can you see it from the beach or pool area? Could we grab some ice cream at Beaches and Cream, sit on a lounge chair, see some fireworks, relax, and then go to bed? Just trying to form a picture here. Anyone have a trip report they could point me to?
Much indebted to all of you for putting up with vacation jitters and long winded worrying.