In Search of My Body vol.9 - I Get By With A Little Help From My Friends

Kelly & Meg.
They ladies at your work that are saying you are skin and bones if you eat healthy and that you need to eat more are just JEALOUS!!!! They can't eat healthy themselves and seeing you do it makes them feel like Sh!t!!!
I know cuz I use to think the same thing.

DON"T LET THEM IN YOUR HEAD!!!!!

love this Jo. So, so true.

Congrats on the losses Paula and Meg. And JO! Yay for the normal bloodwork and the 21 lb weight loss! :thumbsup2

Still wicked busy - a few more weeks and things will settle in. Until then, I need to just keep my head above water (easier said than done some days).

Tomorrow is "beating day" with Erin. :eek: Wish me luck folks, I'm definitely going to need it!
 
Meg. I wish there was something I can say to help. But I can't my boss sucks, my boss is so very mean and rude. But i need my job so there is not much I can do about it. :hug::hug:

Can you look for another school??? Come to Chicago, our preschool teacher sucks,, we could use a new one!!!


Nany, good luck on the beating today!!! Check in after, don't for thed the Advil!!!
 
Nancy- Good luck with Erin! Let us know how it goes.

Jo- I'm in a horrible position because my place has offered me so much money just so I don't leave. I'm not trying to be obnoxious but I'm very good at what I do. Parents and kids who are in our older rooms now actually come by just to visit with me. So it makes it hard to leave because of the money but at this point I think I'm risking burning out. Its a sticky situation.

So I just got home from my 5:45 Piyo class. (Pilates and Yoga combined.) I really LOVE this class. It's a workout but at the same time I leave feeling relaxed. My instructor uses music I enjoy, songs that are popular and current.

Ok have a great day everyone! Lets hope I avoid the chocolate stash today!
 
So I had a break down at work. Like I was ready to walk out, which I can not afford to do. Obviously I have issues with some of the people I work with. I want to say there are a few amazing people there too. But sadly that doesn't balance out the 10 mean girls I work with. I found out last night that my co-teacher (who my boss told me was wonderful to work with when I switched classes) was failed to do something big and was caught by a parent. (I can't go into details.) And I've been really struggling to get her to do anything. She complains about things constantly and doesn't want to do whats asked of her. When my boss talked to me about it I just kind of lost it. I flat out told my boss that I thought this girl and another drag other teachers down with their negative attitude and that I think it really affects things. Don't get me wrong I'm aware that there are difficult people at every work place but where I work we seem to have a bunch of them and these two girls head them up. And they are always annoyed with me for following the rules. Then when i tell my boss all this she says... Oh yes, I knew before you went into that room what it would be like for you. So you know you have a teacher who is that difficult to work with and who isn't doing what she should and you put me in her room without warning? And you keep her on to take care of kids?

Is this really what work is suppose to be like? I hate to believe that work is always this miserable for people. I just needed to rant, my dad thinks I should put away the feelings when I leave work but sometimes you just need to get it out.

Meg, I would love to tell you that work isn't miserable. However, from my jaded cynical perspective, I really can't. I have been in 9 different companies in the last 15 years and some are better than others, but there is BS everywhere. I know this is little consolation right now, but at least your boss realizes the situation and isn't penalizing you for it.

I will have more time to respond properly tonight. I will message you on FB. :)


This has been one cluster of a week. Boss has been killing me with requests, and I am not getting done what I need to get done here. Tuesday was an up at 4:30 for a flight to Pittsburgh, meetings from 10AM-7:30PM, and work at the hotel until 11PM. Yesterday would have been more of the same (sans the early flight), except I got back to the hotel, and no power.

Went to Olive Garden (which had power), and... lost my wallet. Whee.

This morning, still no power in the hotel. Restless hot and stuffy, a cold shower, and no coffee make a cranky Kat.

At least the mgmt staff at the hotel is wonderful and the mgr even drove back to the Olive Garden personally to search, and the people here at work were nice enough to go get me breakfast.
 

Kat- I actually worked in an office for five years and while I didn't love what I did I really enjoyed the people I worked with. I think there should be a college class on just coping with work.

I'm sorry the past few days have been less the stellar for you. I hope you end up finding your wallet. At least people are making sure you're fed!

Well I've shared enough negative stuff lately so I thought I'd share a cute story from work today. We have twins who are four in our preschool, a boy and a girl, I had them in my class when they were 2. I've always had a close connection with them and most especially the girl. Yesterday she kept asking me if I could come to the farmers market and I told her I couldn't. So her mom told her she could bring me an apple. So today the twins show up at the gate to my classroom, the brought me a ziploc bag with an apple and a piece of dark chocolate. The little girl told me I could have the apple at lunch but I had to eat my lunch before I had the piece of chocolate. It was so adorable.

I save the apple and chocolate to eat between my second workout class and hockey tonight.
 
Meg - what a cute story...

Kat - here's hoping the weekend is better to you.

Nancy - hope the recovery from this morning goes quickly.

Did interval work on my bike tonight. Why is it that I find the perfect after work biking loop at the end of the season? Bah...
 
dying here! :laughing:

OMG my workout was in-freaki'-sane. I cursed more in that hour then all my previous training sessions combined. Then I went to work from 10-4 (alone - everyone else was at a funeral) My legs are like jello. Painful jello :sad1: <sigh>

Paula - I've been meaning to ask you. How long does it take to ride 80 miles? And what kind of food stops? And how many pit stops? You know me, I need to pee all.the.time. :rolleyes1

Kat - hope things get better! What an awful trip! One for the record books!

Meg - cute story! Hope you enjoyed your apple and chocolate!

Jo - speaking of chocolate, when is your chocolate race? Is that the one in November?
 
dying here! :laughing:

OMG my workout was in-freaki'-sane. I cursed more in that hour then all my previous training sessions combined. Then I went to work from 10-4 (alone - everyone else was at a funeral) My legs are like jello. Painful jello :sad1: <sigh>

Paula - I've been meaning to ask you. How long does it take to ride 80 miles? And what kind of food stops? And how many pit stops? You know me, I need to pee all.the.time. :rolleyes1

Nancy - since you asked here is the scoop on the ride logistics. The 83 miles took about six hours in the saddle. The ride took about 7 hours total. We stopped for an official rest stop about every 20 - 25 miles. These stops were typically at Stewart's Shops (a local convenient store chain) so we could use the bathroom, reload our water bottles, get some food in, etc. Typically, I ate 1/2 of a pb & j at each rest stop and refill my camelbak. I keep a bottle of gatorade in the cages too and carry shot bloks to keep my electrolytes in check. The herd also stops at intersections after major climbs so that folks like me can catch their breath before we start up again.

I expect the 100 miler to take about 10 hours. We'll see though...
 
The herd also stops at intersections after major climbs so that folks like me can catch their breath before we start up again.

"the herd" :lmao: That cracked me up this morning! Thanks for the info Paula. I've been so curious! I just think this whole thing is so amazing. I'm so proud of you! And completely excited for your actual event! :goodvibes Is tomorrow's ride 90?

Happy Friday!!!!

So what does everyone have going on this weekend? Anything good?

bleh. No. Not really. I'll have to work some on Sunday, my house is a major disaster and I need groceries desparately! Seth was planning on coming home (with a few friends) but due to logistical issues he's not coming until next weekend. Of course, next weekend we are booked solid so if he does come home my time with him will be extremely limited. :headache:

I am soooooo sore this morning :eek: Every muscle is *aware*. No rest for the weary though. I'm heading out for a bike ride, then to work, where we have the entire 7th grade class from a neighboring town coming for a field trip. wheeeee
 
Happy Friday!!!!

So what does everyone have going on this weekend? Anything good?

My parents are picking me up here today and I am spending the weekend with them, then flying back Sun night.

Sorry I didn't get back to you Meg, I meant to send you a message last night but didn't leave work until well after 11PM and decided to just leave my computer here last night.

"the herd" :lmao: That cracked me up this morning! Thanks for the info Paula. I've been so curious! I just think this whole thing is so amazing. I'm so proud of you! And completely excited for your actual event! :goodvibes Is tomorrow's ride 90?

Love it!

Paula, I am so proud of you too. I can't believe that it's already here!!
 
Hi All,
Paula. WOW, Just WOW, so impressed.

Sorry your in so much pain Nancy, With Pain no Gain :lmao:

Kat, Sorry for your long hours.. Hope you get a break soon.

This weekend, we have soccer and thats about it!
Oh yeah, umm I have to do 7 miles :scared1::scared1::scared1:
 
Taper ride tomorrow.. 25 miles and done.

Feel better Nancy!

Off to bed for me.
 
I did 7
Yes thats 7 miles,
But I need your help my left knee hurts so bad, I don't know I could ever do another step. Tell me this will go away, its the center of my knee cap.
Started at 4.5 miles. I can walk fine, but I can not do stairs.
 
Jo - awesome job on the 7 miles!!!! Told you you could do this. I have no words on the knee other than rest it and see a doctor if it continues. Nancy and E are the running folks.

Today was a bittersweet one. The taper ride went well. An easy 27 miles where the most eventful thing was a truck taking a right turn effectively cutting me off in the bike lane while climbing uphill. Scary but no harm. When I got home I found out my cousin passed away last night. This is the one I am doing the ride for and who's sister passed away in March. I am very sad to lose him but can only ask that God grant this family some peace.

We don't know the funeral arrangements yet but if it is Saturday, I won't be riding the century. I don't know how I will feel about that but can't react until we know the plans.

I am heavy hearted... But alright.
 
Oh Paula! I'm so, so sorry :grouphug:

Does the family know that you are doing this century ride in his honor? Because if they don't, I really think you should tell them. I think it would mean so much to them to know what you've been doing.

Jo - first, congrats on the 7 miles. That is AWESOME. :thumbsup2 As for the knee pain, sorry. I'm no help on that. I've dealt with lots of issues, but I'm not familiar with that. My best advice would be to make sure you are thoroughly stretching, because tight muscles can pull other adjoining muscles out of whack resulting in pain in places that aren't even the primary issue. Also a nice dose of advil for any inflamation.

Busy here, of course. Today was "kick my own @ss day" at the gym, where I did the same workout that Erin had me do on Thursday. :eek: Then we had company all day (again. 3rd week in a row). For the first time in 2 weeks I had a "cheat day". I know my food/calories were outta whack, but no alcohol, no cupcakes and plenty of water so I'm calling it a "win". Back to the grindstone tomorrow.
 
The family is aware. I can only hope this helps.

Have to admit that I will be really disappointed if I can't ride on Sarurday but it is out of my hands.

Eating has been awful today. Must get back on track tomorrow.
 
Paula- I'm so sorry about your cousin. Two summers ago I was running a race for a charity(in honor of my brother who has Crohn's disease.) My grandmother passed away and the funeral was the exact time as the race. It was hard to miss it but I did the race again the next year for the same charity and it held just as much meaning if not more. I'm sure your cousin would be proud of what you've done.

Jo- Awesome job on the 7 miler! You know that's only 6 away from a half? You are going to rock the Princess. I wish I could help with the knee, sorry I can't.

Nancy- I sometimes have bad days but if I stay away from the major things like alcohol, chocolate or cake then it's positive because at least I didn't spend it eating all junk.

So tonight I went dress shopping. I have a wedding to go to at the end of October down in North Carolina. Lots of my family's friends will be there and I've been asked to do a reading. I told my mom that I wanted a dress that showed off all the weight I lost and made people notice me. So she convinced me to go into Cache, which is a story I would never really go into on my own. Well I have to share the dress I bought because I can't believe I will actually be wearing it. This is my dress. I got it for $100 which is way more then I normally spend on any clothes but my mom, who normally is the one who encourages saving money, told me that this was one of those times you just have to splurge. And it actually is even more amazing then it looks on that model. It's gathered on one side and you miss out on that detailing in the picture. I'm just still in shock I'll be wearing that.

Does anyone watch The Real Housewives of New York? It kind of reminds me of the dresses a woman wears on the show.

Ok off to bed, I've been exhausted all weekend.
 












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