I thought about making a separate thread for this, but then decided against it because I don't want to get stuck trying to debate the nutjobs today. Heck, y'all don't even have to read it, but I just had to write it. This is my thoughts about today...
Dear President Bush,
Thank you. Thank you for your leadership in keeping our nation safe from another hellish attack ever since 9/11/01. I will always value and treasure your leadership, if only for that one fact. I've disagreed with you on your stubborness about changing tactics in Iraq. Some of your economic decisions have puzzled me. But that's all small change today, President Bush, because now that this date has come on the calendar once again I am nothing but grateful for your bravery, vision, and leadership.
You see, I'll always remember 9/11/01. I remember having to drive to a colleagues office 45 minutes away from my own that morning. The radio broke away from the usual music, and the typically silly DJ became very serious as he spoke about a plane that had apaprently hit the WTC. I thought, "That's odd," and drove on. I stopped at a gas station and bought a Diet Mt Dew because I needed the caffeine. The clerk, four other assorted travelers, and I paused and stared at the image that was on the small snowy TV screen behind the counter of the smoky shop. I didn't know what to do. I watched for 10 minutes, got back in the car, and drove on.
When I arrived at my destination the only person there was the secretary. Everyone else had found somewhere else to be. She paused from her intense connection to the radio long enough to look up at me through her familiar eyes, now filled with tears, and say, "They think it's terrorists." I dropped off some paperwork, got back in the car and drove home.
President Bush, can you imagine how surreal that ride home became? The reporters on the AM news station hardly knew how to say what they were hearing. The scares came one after the other -"the second tower has been hit", "more planes may be involved", "the Pentagon...there are reports of a plane crashing into the Pentagon outside of Washington, DC". I wished that it were some sick radio play, like Welles' "War of the Worlds". If only...
I thought about my wife at home, along with my son who was not quite two years old. Were they safe? I had no cell phone and I dared not waste precious moments by stopping to call. I thought about my daughter, four years old and full of innocence and wonder. Was she OK at the half-day preschool she attended? Should I go ther first and get her? I was taking in the horror creeping out of my speakers, and making one snap decision right after the other. I can't imagine the decisions you were facing right about then, President Bush.
I got home, and was relieved to know that my wife had gone to get our daughter from preschool. The kids played with Elmo, Scooby, and Blue while my wife and I watched the horror of the day unfold. After a few hours I couldn't take it any more. We sent word around town through our phonetree system that our church would be open for prayer that evening at 6:00.
When the hour for prayer came, there were hundreds gathered in that country church -looking for some port in a storm. I remember being thankful for Jesus that day, and that through my relationship with him was the only way I could hope to find peace. I stood as a leader in front of those gathered hundreds during the time of prayer. President Bush, words failed me. It's the only time I ever remember crying in front of a large crowd of others. I stood, read a passage from Psalms, and just got down on my knees at the altar rail. In the blink of an eye everyone was there. No music, no scene to be set, just desperate people who's world had been turned upside down trying to be close to God when they needed him most.
I remember tears, moans, and sobs coming from that mass of people huddled around the rail of the church. We prayed for our country. We prayed for the sould of the villains who had done this to us. And we prayed for you, President Bush. Those of us in that church held each other close. Sweat mingled with the tears. Hugs lasted longer than they ever did before. Those things that had seemed so important when we got up in the morning meant nothing now.
Ever since then it's like we Americans have tried to pretend that day never happened. All across this country we realized that we needed each other that day. It's like we came too close to each other for our own comfort that day, and now we're stuck trying to underscore differences. Yes sir, I'm guilty of it myself. Seven years after that fateful 9/11 I have a pretty short fuse when it comes to dealing with those from the other political party who see things differently from me. I don't treat them with the love and understanding that I wish I could. I find so much in their platform and their style to be contemptible, yet I can't get beyond that.
I want that America back... the one we all lived in during the autumn of 2001. I don't want the pain ever again, but I want the decency that we all used to have, the implicit understanding that we all needed each other.
Well President Bush, I know you are a busy man, and I have rambled on long enough. Again, thank you for keeping us safe these last 7 years.
Grace, peace, and forgiveness,
Zippa D Doodah