Ugh - not much else to report. I feel like I've had *fewer* contractions since my last appointment than before! I have still been losing (sorry, gross) a lot of mucus and it's pink/browner after the membrane stripping, which is supposed to be normal. But really not much going on contraction-wise, and they still go away when I lay down or take a bath or anything like that.
Frustrated! I really want to go into labor on my own and have this baby! My dr said if I make it to induction Thursday a.m. he'll break my water, use cervidil and possibly some pitocin to induce. I don't mind the first two so much, but I hear pitocin horror stories which is a big reason I'd like things to just get moving on their own. He also asked if I was planning an epidural - I told him I'd been planning on playing it by ear but was not anti-epidural, and he said a benefit of me having one is that it does help keep blood pressure down during labor for women who have struggled with that.
In a way I'm glad to hear that because I think it gives me an even "better" reason to have one if I need it

but I was also looking forward to being able to move around, not be catheterized (which I think is likely if not inevitable with epidural - not sure what my hospital does), and recover quickly if I was able to labor without it. He didn't say I have to have one, so I think a lot depends on my blood pressure while I labor, and if it is high I have no problems getting it. I'll probably want it anyway.

I'm just kind of trying to go into everything with an open mind. I'm not uber-natural or anything, but I kind of want to see what my body can do on its own at first, even if I am likely to take the interventions offered after all. If not for the high blood pressure, I'd not be taking him up on the induction in the first place just because I hear labor can be easier if it happens spontaneously rather than artificially.
DH has been super sweet and helpful though. He asked me to make a list of things I wanted done around the house before the baby comes, he's done it all and he keeps telling the baby it's time to come now.

He's going to be a great dad.