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today! That and the sunshine always makes me feel better!
Tracey: Your plans for a trail run combined with your DS's biking sounds like it was a fun family outing! (Assuming they went with you.) Isn't it amazing how much less "work" exercise can seem like in the spring? But earthquake?

Did you know that one of North Dakota's claim to fame is it never experiences those? (It's not quite true, but the claim isn't highly exaggerated.)
Beth: Yea for having a successful casino outing in which being a little bit behind still equals coming out ahead. Me, I'd rather see a flick but that's because I've never come out ahead at all in a casino. I can't imagine what the elliptical might do to your back.

Be careful this weekend as I assume there's a trail run or two in your plans.
Maria: Yesterday's lunch sounds flavorful and healthy!

As for as getting motivated to walk, remember that it's ONLY 1/2 hour on the TM--you'd probably spend more time than that talking yourself out of it.

I think your plans to go to the zoo sounds like a lot of fun! Fargo schools used to take hunting days off in the fall--does that count?
Jeanne: Thanks for the link to the pictures. It looks like everyone had a blast with the mini-golf!
Lisa: Well, if
Prevention magazine promotes eating chocolate at every meal then I should just pick up a copy and declare myself a convert! I notice you refrained from saying you shot that squirrel because he was driving you nuts--but I couldn't resist saying it for you!!
On a more serious note, I'm sorry about the run & news about the tubular adenoma. It isn't fair, not in the slightest, and even though I know you have the strength to handle things I wish you didn't have to. And you should be, if you aren't already, a role model for your siblings. You're doing good things to offset the genetics and keeping both healthy and sane (enough

) with the running, too. And I continue to be impressed by your "man up" attitude (which I hope everyone knows by now is some of the highest praise I can give)! I mean, look: by the time I get on the thread, you've already jack-slapped yourself back into shape!
Dave: Words of wisdom from the almighty Panda.

And I love that you always think so highly of everyone, that you're always here for us.
Shan: Great way to motivate yourself. I hope your eating went well today.
Stacie: I agree with you about the training being mentally challenging (as opposed to me being mentally challenged). Strangely enough, I really groove on that. It's made me tougher, in a good way--harder on myself, but more immune to criticism from others. You wouldn't think that would happen from training for a race, but it did!
And I love your post's position about why were in this for ourselves. It reminds me of a phrase I've started to use: "It's all about me." (For the reasons you mentioned. Plus, the idea that when I'm spending my free time training instead of with, say, family, it's not about them--it's about me.) Sometimes that's so hard to remember, though, isn't it? That we're worth it, that we aren't in competition with others or even our former selves.
I just know you're going to have a fine 7 miler this weekend and you'll come back stronger & more prepared for the Minnie than ever. You have your pacing goals, your fueling plans, the nice weather, and the two-week countdown to keep you going!

P.S. I found that once I got used to reaching around the back, those kinds of hydration set ups weren't bad; my biggest challenge is finding one that doesn't ride up on me and bounce around, creating chaffing & bruises. Let us know how yours works for you.
Connie: That's so sweet of you, not to "hear" my complaints. Then again, like you said, they're in writing... Seriously, you're right in that we may talk about our goals, our challenges, our obstacles, and even our failures, but we do so in order to spur us on to DO things. I think Lean Meaners, and WISHers, are up and at 'em types!!! Btw, I do hope your hip feels better and you can enjoy your weekend before it gets too unseasonably hot. (You're already there, aren't you?)
As for me: I've been thinking about the diet a lot. Since when don't I?

Between getting enough protein, eating the right yogurt, wondering if it's healthy to eat spinach 7 days a week, blah, blah, blah. But most of the time, it's not what I eat that concerns me. I actually have no forbidden foods. I do have foods I won't eat--(e.g. marshamallows, for the vegetarian thing)--and ingredients I won't eat (e.g. gelatin, for instance). And I do have one drink that I forbid myself, though: Mountain Dew. I was seriously addicted to it. When I mean serious, I meant I drank it every day & when I quit it had to be cold turkey. And even then, I still had cravings for the Dew for the first 6 months!
But what strikes me is what Bingham predicts in his books. The more I train, the less likely I am to want to eat junk. Not the occasional treat, which I love, but junk. Not because I'm afraid of offsetting the work I do, but because the physical cravings change, if not always the emotional ones. Does any of this make any sense?
So it's not what I eat, it's the why I eat I'm working on these days. I'm more than happy to eat chocolate-it's a non-negotiable part of my life--I just want it to be for the "right" reasons. I know you all understand this, I just needed to write it down.