You just lost 80 pounds! What are you Going to do next? Ending TR

[KatMark]

 

[MAGICFOR2]

MERRY CHRISTMAS CAMILLE! HOPE YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TIME WITH YOUR FAMILY!

 

[goofy4prez]

Camille,

I hope that you have a wonderfully blessed and Merry Christmas!!

 

[kaoden39]

 

[Millie12591]

Wishing you all the timeless treasures of Christmas, the warmth of home, the love of family and the company of good friends.

Merry Christmas Y'all!

I wanted to post a Tink picture with the saying (up above) on it, but I thought she looked a little inappropriate.

But, the saying is all heartfelt and exactly what's on my mind. Hope you all are truly blessed.
I wish I had more time to sit and think out something to say that's only from me, but I'm just wiped out. I'm so sorry.
I'm worrying about mom, jumping every time I think I hear the phone ring, I've been up till the wee hours thinking about her and then up early because I'm not able to turn my mind off. I think I got about 4 hours sleep last night. But so blessed, beyond blessed actually. And in part due to you all, thank you for your wonderful thoughts and prayers.

Mom is hanging in there, but I don't know for how much longer. Bless her heart. She seems to be taking a turn for the worse, very quickly....checking into it more to be sure. I'll let y'all know what's up as it comes about, or at least when I can. They have her on a reeaaally strong pain med now, and it's slowing her breathing, drastically. Hospice claims it's something else causing it, something we've never been told by her oncologist. I have my suspicions. Hoping we've not been kept in the dark about her condition.
Sorry, sorry, sorry! I don't mean to be a downer, just a lot on my mind.

My love to you all.

 

[scottny]

Take all the time you need we will be here. I know how it is with cancer my father had lung cancer. They gave him 6 months and he lived 7 years but in the end it spread all over his body. Horrible how it attacks the body like it does.

 

[Millie12591]

Take all the time you need we will be here. I know how it is with cancer my father had lung cancer. They gave him 6 months and he lived 7 years but in the end it spread all over his body. Horrible how it attacks the body like it does.

Thank you Scott. It's been a bit of a stressful road here for the last few days. It doesn't help that my brother is trying to take advantage of the situation and trying to work things in his favor while I'm just trying to help my mom live out the rest of her life as peacefully as possible.

I'm so sorry you went through this with your father. It's such a tough thing to watch a person we love go through it. I keep praying for God to either heal her or to take her quickly and to not allow this to keep lingering. One thing I'm convinced of more than anything in all of this and that's, cancer is straight from the pit of hell. I don't believe it could come from anywhere else.

Not that I have any strong opinions or anything.

 

[emmysmommy]

Camille so sorry for the worry filled moments and uncertainty. I know you are not sleeping much but I pray that you get the rest you need to hang in there with your mom.

Take care!

 

[Millie12591]

Camille so sorry for the worry filled moments and uncertainty. I know you are not sleeping much but I pray that you get the rest you need to hang in there with your mom.

Take care!

Thank you sweet friend.

 

[Steppesister]

Boo! Bet you can't guess who this is.... I'll PM you.

 

[goofy4prez]

Camille, it's times like this I wish I could offer some deep words of wisdom or encouragement that could make things easier for you. All I can say is I am praying for your mother, the situation with your brother, and that you will experience God's grace and love in a way you never have before.

 

[IheartDDuck]

Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and you're in my prayers.

 

[Millie12591]

Boo! Bet you can't guess who this is.... I'll PM you.

I know exactly who this is!!

So glad you are here, babe!

 

[Millie12591]

Camille, it's times like this I wish I could offer some deep words of wisdom or encouragement that could make things easier for you. All I can say is I am praying for your mother, the situation with your brother, and that you will experience God's grace and love in a way you never have before.

Thank you, Bob. It feels great knowing there are wonderful people like you offering support.
I know it's hard for people to know what to say in situations like this and I can honestly say lots of words aren't necessary, just letting me know you are there and are more importantly praying for me and my family, it means so much.
TarzansKat and I were talking the other day as I was going through some struggles about my mom. She offered amazing support by listening and giving some advice, but she also knew (having been through losing her own mother a few years ago) hearing about every day stuff going on in her life is exactly what I needed too.
Sometimes just sharing the everyday in's and outs are all anyone needs going through times like this, it helps separate the chaotic from the 'life keeps moving forward', moments. And let's face it, life does keep moving forward, I need to be reminded of that in the midst of all of this. So thank you all for understanding if I come here and talk about it or if I come and not say a word about it and go on with life as normal at times.

Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and you're in my prayers.

Danielle, you and your words mean so much to me. Honestly. You bring the funny like no one else I know, so keep it coming.



I promise everyone I'll be here when I can, I haven't forgotten any of you or my TR, it's just been more than I can handle at this point. You will see me on here from time to time in different people's reports as an escape and in here from time to time to respond or even occasionally update. I just don't know how often the updates will come. So sorry.
Just know I love you all and I hope you know you are as much in my heart/thoughts and prayers, as I am in yours. Thinking of y'all is a place of sanity for me at times. So thank you.

I hope y'all have an amazing New Year. I know I'm looking forward to it.
I thank and praise God that I still have the gift of joy and have the ability to lean on such an amazing and loving God, and in turn he gives me people like y'all. The funny, the supportive, the understanding, and the just all around wonderful Dis Sisters and Brothers who get me and our Disney love.

This reminds me, I wanted to share with y'all that I got to see Saving Mr. Banks the other night.
After seeing it I have a much bigger place in my heart (I honestly didn't think that could be possible) for Walt and for his Disney creation.
It wasn't what I was expecting in a movie about Mr. Disney, but I can certainly say I walked away with a much bigger understanding of Walt and feel an even bigger connection with him and all that he created for us. You'll have to see the movie, it will take your love for Disney to a whole other level.

 

[jedijill]

Why is it that the illness of a parent brings out the best and worst of people? My dad is going through something similar. My uncle is being very difficult through my grandmother's illness. Big hugs to all of you during this difficult time.

Jill in CO

 

[Steppesister]

It was so good to talk to you on the phone today and catch up! Despite it being hard as heck, you have a very healthy perspective and response. One day at a time....

 

[scottny]

Thank you Scott. It's been a bit of a stressful road here for the last few days. It doesn't help that my brother is trying to take advantage of the situation and trying to work things in his favor while I'm just trying to help my mom live out the rest of her life as peacefully as possible.

I'm so sorry you went through this with your father. It's such a tough thing to watch a person we love go through it. I keep praying for God to either heal her or to take her quickly and to not allow this to keep lingering. One thing I'm convinced of more than anything in all of this and that's, cancer is straight from the pit of hell. I don't believe it could come from anywhere else.

Not that I have any strong opinions or anything.

Terrible when family has to do that.

You have all the strong feelings you want. I feel the same way.

 

[pwdebbie]

Praying for you and this time with your mom. Lord knows there is so much I could say but I'll just keep my comments to prayers for you.

 

[mickeystoontown]

Camille, you are so very right. It's wonderful to know that we have a powerful loving God upon which to lean! I continue to pray for you and for your mother and for the strength that you will both need to get through this.

 

[pwdebbie]

Wondering how things are going with your mom. Still praying.