Camille I am reading up since the start of your TR.
LOVE your list of things you could have done instead of sticking with it. I so get that....and you've done fantastically!
Mary Ellen, it's so good to have you here, thank you for taking the time to really read up. If you are looking for some more inspiration, be sure to read the first few posts on my PTR.
And thank you, I've slacked a bit since I've been home from the trip, and right before my mom had this last set back I was actually back on a some what of a good roll again, but back to almost three weeks of no workout.
Today will be the start of a new pushing myself through and making better food choices. I've found here of late I've been skipping lunch because I'm not getting my breakfast in early enough, and then I'm of course hungry later at night since I've only had two meals for the day.
The fat is showing up again, and I've certainly gained a bit back, but I think if I can get past the holidays I'll be doing okay. It's a matter of re-convincing myself that everything I'm tempted to eat isn't that great or worth working my tail off again to get it back off. I'm certainly not gaining a lot back, but I know if I don't get myself back on track it could spin out of control pretty quickly.
I also know what you mean about the airline seatbelt. what a great visual to show how much space you have. I think I hit rock bottom when I had to ask for an extender to the seat belt in 2009. oh that was the most mortified I have ever been...I practically whispered it to the flight attendant.
Girl, do I ever know what you mean. I never got to the point where I had to ask for an extender, but I know I was over flowing, if you will, over to other people's seats a bit. I remember trying to make sure I didn't over take someone else's space next to me, I'd squeeze in my arms towards the middle of my body and tried to push as close to the opposite direction as possible.
I'm glad you are bringing this stuff up, it helps to keep me focused on the right things, helps to keep me motivated to continue to work on myself and to get to a place where I'm not 10-20 lbs. away from what I call the danger zone. For me I think I feel if I'm at least 40 lbs. away from the 'danger zone', then I'll feel better about gaining the 5-10 that everyone battles. Right now the 5-10 lbs. I've gained isn't setting well with me.
Mackenzie is such a beauty!
Awww.
Thank you, I think so but I'm mom so I'm a bit on the partial side.
and dang Camille. You've got me teary eyed at your first big photo reveal. I want to send you a big hug! I know that feeling, really. YOU GO GIRL!!!
ahahah embarrassing you kids just doesn't get old. I love the idea of you dancing pee wee herman style to the Tequila song!!
The first real moment of the realization I had made it, it was so poignant to me. I know that sound so silly but it really did hit me all at once and I'm so grateful for that moment. I feel like God really made sure I felt the impact of all that I had accomplished up to that point. I of course had His help along with all my big supporters, my family, my brothers and sisters here on the Dis and of course my friends/family on FB and last but not least my support group.
I think it hit me the way it did because I tried to never allow my focus come off the end goal, I was so fixed on getting to my goal that I just didn't take the time to allow myself to really enjoy the new goals for very long, don't get me wrong, I jumped for joy every time I hit a new goal but was then right back to focusing on the next goal, pushing forward to meet the next. Not a bad thing and something that clearly worked for me.
As I'm writing I realize it's what I need to get back to, that jaw set like flint and getting those blinders back on is a must for me to hit my end goal, which is ever so more in sight now. 
Thank you Lord!!
How much fun being able to "talk boys' with your daughter. Its a new level of openness! And don't you just kind of love being chilly in FL instead of sweating your fanny off from all the extra insulation? woot woot!
It was a shock to my system at first, but I have to admit, it is fun. Just trying to find that balance of still being mom and sorta friend in the midst of it.
And chilly in FL was never on my radar!! Holy smokes!
I think there were a total of three days out of the trip I didn't have to put on a jacket inside the air conditioned bus or restaurants. Such a new concept for me!
I know what you mean about the food not being the focus, and the difficulty with making choices. Even when you think you're going to indulge a little, its so hard to find something that you think will really be worth the calories.
So hard considering how limiting I was about what I allowed myself to cheat with in the two years leading up to that trip. I allowed cheats to be really worth the cheat, on this trip it was a bit harder.
I know this is way late but I am sorry about your grandfather's passing. I do understand feeling joy for him - i know how ready my grandfather was to see my grandmother again.
You are so sweet. He was the last grandparent of mine, I just hope he's happy now with his Father in heaven.
I am loving your first full day so far - spa time, shopping, lunch and drinks with a friend...what's not to love?
That first full day was glorious!! It really was nice to just have a down day, but I will say it does feel a bit strange to be on property and not be in at least DTD on the first day.
Yes, having a car at WDW is a nice luxury. We are becoming regular road warriors now, loving the ability to first load up the back of the car with stuff plus being able to come and go with ease, picking and choosing which days to use the busses and WDW transport and which days to drive. I think the nicest thing though is that I can load up on water, protein shakes, bring my electric griddle & make my eggs for breakfast with ease. saves a fair amount of money and calories!!
Wish I had rented the car, but alas it was JediJill's car that she had rented. But it was so nice to be able to hop in her car and get to our destination right off the bat. It certainly woke me up to thinking I may need to rent a car in the future. 
I didn't cook, but we brought (yes I actually packed them into our suitcase
) organic berries and some organic (low fat and sugar) granola with us to add to plain Greek yogurt and a few other things we ordered from GG. It was nice to save money and to have something good for us while we were there.
LOL all the comments about the Baileys shake...DH is hooked on the Banana's Foster shake, made with Baileys. has to have one now every trip!
Yummy, but too sweet for me. But, I can say I tried it!
The Ariel bathroom is very cute.
It was gaudy as all get out, but sooo cute! We really enjoyed being in that resort.
do i see new shoes at WDW? uh oh...
Have a Magical Day Dude.
LOVE IT! I agree, the new queue process is a bit confusing, and I get a bit frustrated when people don't seem to understand that single file line is not going to work.
He really needed a good nights sleep or a day off, or something!
but now I have to ask you this -- have you noticed, or has your family pointed out, that now that you have lost your outer "mask" if you will, that you are maybe a bit more outspoken? A little less likely to take crap from other people?
I realized I don't have enough time to get my workout in before getting Mackie from school so I'll finish this before getting her. (I'll get the workout in after I get back from getting her)
Ummm, sadly, I can attest I'm just as outspoken as I ever was.
I've never really had a hard time expressing myself. If anything I'd say over the years and especially since I've lost the weight I've softened, I use to carry the name "Tell it Like it is Camlle" for a reason.
I think velvet covered brick is not to far off from the way I use to be. Now, I'm still very outspoken and feisty as Tammie (Magicfor2)likes to say, but in a much softer way. I can't attribute it to the weight as much as the work God has done in me. Healing old wounds will do that for you, and I think God has done a big work in me, not just with the weight, but rather along side of it. I don't think people can lose weight any more than they can quit over-eating, drugs, or alcohol without getting to the reasons on how you got there to start with, but then allow God to do a healing in you once you get to the root of the issue. I believe it's a healing only God can do in us, but we have to ask Him to come in and then allow the process to happen.

Sorry, I'm really not trying to conform, just sharing what I've known to work over and over again for me.
sorry i am writing a small novella as I write notes reading through your trip report. don't feel obligated to answer everything !!!
No! I love it!
I made it all the way through October but just caught myself falling asleep (not due to the conversation, but its late!) so need to log off and get to bed. I over slept and cut my work outs short on THursday and Friday so need to be on task tomorrow morning. Weekends are officially "off" days ...so I just walk the dog and do whatever the mood strikes.
I do the same thing, I love to sit up late and catch up on people's reports, but I too find myself falling asleep.
I am really enjoying all the comments and the great motivators here too! thanks for sharing!
I'm so glad, it's so much fun sharing what I know and hoping it helps others in the process. Be sure to share here what you've learned too!
Not sure if you knew that I had a sleeve gastrectomy last year - 12/3/12. (I did not Facebook that fact) Since then I have lost 120 lbs. Everyday is a challenge to stay on focus and continue to make good choices over bad ones. that does not change, but its great to share stories & motivation with others as well.
I'll be back to read on soon! (and continue to keep you and your mom in my thoughts and prayers. )