mrzrich
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I've been very hungry this week. I've been eating with reckless abandon. I has a secret rondevouz (sp?) with 4 fried chicken tenders that I bought at the publix deli and ate as I walked around the store
. I then bought a bag of white chocolate truffles and ate them on the way home. I haven't behaved this way in over a year, but this week it is clear to me that I still haven't licked this food addiction. I know most of it is emotional. I've had a rough week with my mom. She's very opinionated and judgemental and has no filter. She just says what she feels without regard for other people's feelings. As she ages any filter she did have is going away. This was ckear this weekend. We spent last mother's day together and it was amazing. This year was rough.
Anyway at WI last night I was up 4.6 lbs
Something AMAZING happened at the meeting, as if God tapped me on the shoulder and gave me back the motivation I needed. Theres a really heavy lady who sits in the back. She is a chronic rejoiner. She was at the meeting 2 years ago when I had to quit for medical reasons. She was at the meeting a year ago when I rejoined for good. She has been in and out of my meeting several times. Never lost much and always quit after a few meetings. I've really never spoken to her, as I go to a pretty crowded meeting.
Last night she got her first ever 16 week stay and succeed charm. She stood up and said that she wanted to dedicated her charm to me! She remembers the day I joined last year. She remembers what I looked like. Whenshe came back 16 weeks ago and saw my progress she realized that if she had stuck it out, she would be where I am today.
This was a real kick in the pants for me. When I reach my goals I inspire people I don't even know to reach theirs.
This morning I am looking up the Wendie Plan. I am hoping it gives me the kick start I need.
Toni-Ann

Anyway at WI last night I was up 4.6 lbs

Something AMAZING happened at the meeting, as if God tapped me on the shoulder and gave me back the motivation I needed. Theres a really heavy lady who sits in the back. She is a chronic rejoiner. She was at the meeting 2 years ago when I had to quit for medical reasons. She was at the meeting a year ago when I rejoined for good. She has been in and out of my meeting several times. Never lost much and always quit after a few meetings. I've really never spoken to her, as I go to a pretty crowded meeting.
Last night she got her first ever 16 week stay and succeed charm. She stood up and said that she wanted to dedicated her charm to me! She remembers the day I joined last year. She remembers what I looked like. Whenshe came back 16 weeks ago and saw my progress she realized that if she had stuck it out, she would be where I am today.
This was a real kick in the pants for me. When I reach my goals I inspire people I don't even know to reach theirs.
This morning I am looking up the Wendie Plan. I am hoping it gives me the kick start I need.
Toni-Ann