Hoo-boy. Here I go.
Where do I start? Since about 9th grade, I've felt overweight. I stayed at 172 (which was about 25 or so too much) for about 15 years, then when I hit 40, things really went south. I'm currently 45 years old and at 195 pounds. (Ewww. That hurts.)
Last January, my DH and I went on a company-sponsored ski trip. It was the first time I had tried to ski, and I thought I was going to die. I couldn't even finish the lesson I was so out of shape.
I started working out at a fitness center in early 04. I went 3 or so times a week, lifting weights and walking on the treadmill. I lost nothing. I've only gone off and on since then, and of course, I gained a few pounds since I haven't been going.
It doesn't seem to me that I eat all that badly. I rarely eat fried foods. I tried Atkins, lost about 8 pounds, but it was too restrictive. I tried Body for Life -- a good plan, but I still can't stick to it. I've even tried WW. Can't stick to it. (Can you say no will power?) But, this time I will. My health and my family's health are too important to not stick with the healthy eating plan (diet is a 4-letter word).
But you know, I've had it. I hate looking and feeling like this. My last yearly doctor visit, my cholesterol was 200. Borderline high. I've tried watching that intake, and hopefully it will be down next visit.
My knees hurt, my back hurts and my feet hurt. I'm tired of it. And, I have no energy.
Soooo -- with all that, my goal is to lose 30 pounds by December (hopefully next WDW trip) and a total of 35 by the end of next January (and another ski trip). I will lower my cholesterol to an acceptable level. I will maintain a lower BP (I felt it was high, but doc didn't say anything). I will be able to buy a whole new wardrobe (lol! -- my DH doesn't realize what a motivator that is!). And, I will do weight training 3 times a week and walk at least 3 times a week.
I've lurked on WISH a lot. I've cheered you guys on. I've learned some things. I hope to eat sensibly, not being deprived of anything -- everything in moderation is my cry!!! -- exercise and get rid of this "ball and chain" that I've had for so long.
Thanks for the outlet. I feel much better now.
(FYI -- Breakfast was steel cut oatmeal, canteloupe and grapes. Snack was cottage cheese and fresh pineapple. Lunch is turkey on wheat with mustard (no cheese), salad with a little olive oil and vinegar, chicken noodle soup, and an apple with a little peanut butter.

A little heavy at lunch, but then I can go the rest of the day without overeating. If I skimp early in the day -- look out!)