Ok so you have seen the pics of my dress on here, well here is the backstory behind the dress... it is actually about 5 years old.
My grandmother was terminally ill with cancer and all she ever wanted was to see me in a wedding dress... there was just one problem.... I didn't have a groom yet lol! So she bought me my wedding dress just before she passed and i always said I would wear it to have her with me on that day.
Well I decided today was the day I was going to try it on again, for the 1st time in 5 years. I was very emotional about the dress and don't really like telling people the story of it since it is very personal. The only people that knew about the dresses story was my mom, her mother, and my MOH. Well the cat is out of the bag now... I went to try it on and what do you know, it doesnt fit... at all... it is about 3 sizes too small... I guess that is what I get for buying a dress to fit my 21 year old size 2 body!
Well I am clearly not a size 2 anymore (something I have accepted by the way) and this dress, my reminder of my grandmother who I loved more then anything, is not going to fit.
I am so upset right now, just crying an drinking some wine, I don't even know what to do. I am so sad that this is happeneing now, I honestly hadn't even thought about any other dress, that was my dress. But now I am just so upset looking at it.
I guess it is time to find another dress but I love the sentimental value of the dress and don't want to lose it. I know this is a small thing in the bigger picture and I shouldn't be so upset over a dress but I am... does that make sense?
I am just very sad
