yep, utahm. right...backstage gal...* not that i would know anything
about them..

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i'm swamp...which is why i am havin trouble getting around [to the other site]
tell my buddy, w.t. iam trying! [utah girl~

--plez!!!]
..however, i am trying to keep up....so.."stand by me"...
ha! life repeating itself...can be seen alot...in the great movies...hmmm,
wondering if there something to that?

..yes, m.p., "we" need more mothers...like yourself...
...oh boy, this is [these boards/not here ] a great place..for finding
..mood disorders?...he,he,he....
just a lil reminder...i loathe the "whole process" of labeling...is it a big
surprise that the weather changes?..why then would the same not be
for people? sooo, acting or experiencing feelings we don't necessarily
want to be --isn't abnormal..at all! "we" are equipped...with the abilites
to cope & adjust and sometimes endure..life lil' & major stressors..even
the good ones...* i said it before..but it can't be stessed enough...,
one does not have to be happy ..all the time..to have a "happy life".
which of course. i had to learn the hard way-
..when one is unable to move on...accept/readjust....& functional abilites
are compromised ..to the extent..where physical needs are not being
met..then support systems..should be activated...[ sought or refer to]..
not , "here take this pill". one of a person best recovery is "family, friends,
and co-workers...ha! we used each other..to "bounce" off advice all the
time.
...i haven't always been the supporter husband...but over the years, learning
the strssors being placed on my lil'miss ..just from hormonal changes..has
allowed me to support her better and better.

. i think the most
remarkable thing..i have acquired thru life.. the "willness" to learn from one's
mistakes..is the driving force behind sucess. 2 much, are no longer being
taught..is handicapping our future generations. lil'miscomceptions most
often leads to diasters..even in relationships...* there is a major outcome
potential..from grasping.."selfishness versus self awarness." these
basic principles not only can be taught but should be required learning...
what is a partnership? when it is "something" accomplished by 2 people
working together?..the joys are everlasting....minus the losses. & it
something..we all must decide for ourselves by finding someone to share
our life with.
ahhh, what i know now...the alternatives, may have produced more material
things but less values to my life. much less..than i can imagine today.
....even our begining.....had whirl winds of ups & downs..i should known,
we were "in" for the wildest adventures..beyond my imagination...but i
wouldn't missed it for anything. my wife taught me there were alot more
to living than money...or material things... then being happy all the time.
struggles..we have had our shares...including disappointments...and dwatts!
never won the stupid lottery...or did we?~! we don't rattle as before,and we
laugh more & more, and we find more joys..in less and less. today, when
i got my coffee..jordan, informed me...her fiber tablets...from chilli-coffee?
thta's nice dear...i'm glad you can get them here-chilllicothe. you know?
i kept thinking..mu coffee..was tasting differently...hmmmm,

what
this floating at the bottom!...its a fiber tablet! oh, she was telling me-"
fiber tab. in my coffee"..not chilllicothe-

..like mother, like
daughter....& a very accurate example..of the way we have communicated
thru the years...i swear, our biggest fights..were over things not worth
a pile of beans...
my point? i wish people would not fear mental health....learning to take care
of our bodies...is a separate part toward findness "real" happiness...physical
health= how long we sustain life on earth, while the mental parts...determine
what we get out of it. dsiney world..is connected to our well being by
suporting family values...outside all the $$$.
oh, we are starting o get ready [= my lil'miss]..for our christmas trip!
& this all started when my li'sweetie looked up @ me..."once upon a time",
to say,- heck no! i'm not going out with you-" animal"...

thank
goodness..i read her right....& reacted...before she could spit her denial
out,...[ i made eye contact..& said "plezzzz"-

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