Hey y'all!
Sorry I haven't checked in- I spent most of yesterday laying around and napping. The emotional strain of this visit really took a toll on my body...I was just sore and so tired I felt like I could have slept a week.
Unfortunately the visit was not one of those Lifetime Movie reunions. There were no blowups, but it was very tense and awkward, as I thought it might be. She (they actually, my stepdad came with her) was three hours late, having been out late at the casino the night before and was hungover, so, uh yeah, some things haven't changed. I was royally ticked at her tardiness because my niece and I were just sitting there waiting as the minutes ticked by getting more and more upset. When she did show up it was clear she was there to see my kids and didn't seem too interested in seeing me or my niece, whom I felt really bad for. Maybe she was just nervous... I don't know. She did bring gifts for my kids and left Christmas money for them. They stayed for about four hours; when she left she said goodbye and that was it. When she said goodbye to Todd she thanked him for taking care of me. She said she was going to come on Sunday to visit some more because the visit was cut short. Sunday came and went- no call, no show. She called late last night and talked to Todd (I was asleep) and said they decided to leave a day early. And so that was it.
I thought about this all day yesterday and thought all of this time that I had moved on without her; I guess she has moved on without me too.
Sorry to be a downer, but it is what it is. I am sad about it, I won't lie...but I have to keep moving on. I really need that Disney trip now!
I'm sorry.

