Thank you all. And no, I won't forget you all are here. I would pm each and every one of you but I don't know where to start. lol
You all have saved my sanity. Some of these nights have been pretty bad.
I'm sure I'll have more, but today I'm of the mindset that he did me a favor. That whatever I've been going through is to get me ready for what comes next.
Later, I may be back to square one, but right this minute, I'm okay.
BTW, I've been to ivillage.com and they have several boards about relationships and one has been really helpful. It's other women that have and are going through the same thing, in its many variations.
{{{hugs}}} to all of you. I don't think I could have done this without you.