disney1990
<font color=royalblue>Wow, it make my heart skip a
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Hi all -- I wish I could say that I have been having a good week, but I think I have crashed and burned. I find myself crying and eating. After being unemployed now for 6 months and having my daughter (my exercise partner) go out of town, everything seems to be weighing me down. I can't seem to get to the gym and everything I see, seems to make it into my mouth -- even if I have just gotten up from the table from dinner, I am looking for something to eat again. In addition, I just got a letter in the mail yesterday about a job I interviewed for with the Federal Government, and I didn't get it. I have been waiting to hear back on this job since February and I had such high hopes of getting it. I have never been unemployed for more than a week or so and I never expected that 6 months down the road I would be unable to find a job. I even offered to volunteer at the food bank and was turned down -- I just wanted to be able to do something that felt worthwhile. With no job, I have no money to do anything and I am just sitting at home feeling sorry for myself and eating. I am just so sad and don't know how to break out of this. I am going to go out in a bit and fax (yet another) resume. All vacation plans for 2009 have been canceled. I still have hope of getting a job so that I can take my granddaughters away in January. I don't expect anybody to have a miracle cure for what I am going through, but I just wanted to share it.
QOTD: Momentum for the final few weeks of BL?
I guess my biggest momentum is that I have been so bad this week and I dont want to go backwards.
QOTD: What's one of the top meals you've had that you've been able to remember FOR YEARS afterward?
Boma at Animal Kingdom Lodge. I just love all the different flavors.
QOTD: What way can you start or kick up your exercise to help you on this weight loss journey?
Make myself get back to the gym, even if I have to go alone.
QOTD: Momentum for the final few weeks of BL?
I guess my biggest momentum is that I have been so bad this week and I dont want to go backwards.
QOTD: What's one of the top meals you've had that you've been able to remember FOR YEARS afterward?
Boma at Animal Kingdom Lodge. I just love all the different flavors.
QOTD: What way can you start or kick up your exercise to help you on this weight loss journey?
Make myself get back to the gym, even if I have to go alone.