disney1990
<font color=royalblue>Wow, it make my heart skip a
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Hi all -- I wish I could say that I have been having a good week, but I think I have crashed and burned. I find myself crying and eating. After being unemployed now for 6 months and having my daughter (my exercise partner) go out of town, everything seems to be weighing me down. I can't seem to get to the gym and everything I see, seems to make it into my mouth -- even if I have just gotten up from the table from dinner, I am looking for something to eat again. In addition, I just got a letter in the mail yesterday about a job I interviewed for with the Federal Government, and I didn't get it. I have been waiting to hear back on this job since February and I had such high hopes of getting it. I have never been unemployed for more than a week or so and I never expected that 6 months down the road I would be unable to find a job. I even offered to volunteer at the food bank and was turned down -- I just wanted to be able to do something that felt worthwhile. With no job, I have no money to do anything and I am just sitting at home feeling sorry for myself and eating. I am just so sad and don't know how to break out of this. I am going to go out in a bit and fax (yet another) resume. All vacation plans for 2009 have been canceled. I still have hope of getting a job so that I can take my granddaughters away in January. I don't expect anybody to have a miracle cure for what I am going through, but I just wanted to share it.
QOTD: Momentum for the final few weeks of BL?
I guess my biggest momentum is that I have been so bad this week and I dont want to go backwards.
QOTD: What's one of the top meals you've had that you've been able to remember FOR YEARS afterward?
Boma at Animal Kingdom Lodge. I just love all the different flavors.
QOTD: What way can you start or kick up your exercise to help you on this weight loss journey?
Make myself get back to the gym, even if I have to go alone.
QOTD: Momentum for the final few weeks of BL?
I guess my biggest momentum is that I have been so bad this week and I dont want to go backwards.
QOTD: What's one of the top meals you've had that you've been able to remember FOR YEARS afterward?
Boma at Animal Kingdom Lodge. I just love all the different flavors.
QOTD: What way can you start or kick up your exercise to help you on this weight loss journey?
Make myself get back to the gym, even if I have to go alone.


to you, disney1990. I am sorry that you are going through employment troubles. We are all here for each other to lean on when times are bad and celebrate when times are good. I hope that we will be celebrating for you soon, and if not, we are here for you! 




I appreciate the daily questions, accountability of a REAL Weigh In day and the company of people striving toward the same goals. 


So I've already exercised and will eat within my points to keep myself on track. Hopefully by my next weigh in, in two weeks, I will have lost and can regain my ribbon. It's happened to me before and it is pretty good motivation to get it back!
Now I am finally back below my huge gain from 2 weeks ago, when I gained 3.8 in 1 week!
I was expecting a smaller loss because I hadn't been totally on my BL plan. I've been good health-wise this week, but not strictly on plan. I've been eating and exercising more like I plan to continue after the challenge. Eating well, but allowing treats and not counting every calorie, and exercising 3-5 days a week instead of the 6 I've been doing during BL. It's good to feel like I'll be able to maintain my loss, even when I'm not so strict with my cals & exercise.