Anywaaaay....Eeyoresthebest...Im in my sixth month now...and YES, its very tough in the begining. Our surgeries are VERY similar, except that they left you with a stomach and a pouch, my stomach was completely removed and there is no pouch, but in the begining we feel the same physical pain from eating, I assume. I STIIL double over with pain if I eat a bite or two too much, and ( sorry guys) but I puke ALOT. It took me for forever to learn when to stop eating, because my mouth and appetite are MUCH bigger than my little 5oz tube. My second day home from the hospital, I lost it...I paniced, I thought I just really screwed my whole life up. It seemed like EVERY commercial on TV was about food....and you have that dang liquid diet for the first week......
pizza hut commercials were like PORN for a prisoner!!! But that only lasted the one day, I guess it was the shock and realization that their was NO UNDOING IT. This was for keeps. I went back to work on my 5th day out.
Terri01...WOW....thats awful about your friend.Yes, lacerating the liver IS a big possibility, and can (OBVIOUSLY) be fatal.....and 240lbs isnt what I would consider in need of the procedure. But I was seeing 500lbs just a few bites away. I had lost over 125 on Atkins once, gained it all back and much more....and for some reason Atkins NEVER worked for me again. It was well worth the risk for me....I felt like I was dead already, heck I tempted death EVERY night, a 5th a night of whatever was my flavor of the week (usually 100 proof Rumplemintze, or vodka and redbull) 2pks of smokes a night, plus OTHER habits Id rather not admit to on a public forum. But since the procedure...I like living. Im down to 1 pack of smokes a night( I KNOW, I KNOW), I only drink once every couple of weeks, and Im oblivious after just a couple of shots now...and the OTHER habits have completely disappeared. I just dont need to be intoxicated now. Im ok with being me, and Im only halfway to my goal.