"Getting in the way of yourself" is something I do every time I run. I seem to be able to talk myself out of being able to keep going. Just believe in yourself, and remember how bad the previous week was, and remember that you conquered it! You can do it!
Speaking of 'doing it', I ran my first 5k race this morning. I did pretty well - crossed the finish line running (although there were many walks along the way), and finished it in 44:02. I know there is lots of room for improvement, but the first one is now under my belt.
The thing I found the most surprising was how emotional I was coming across that finish line. I knew my girls were waiting for me, but I started to tear up about 200m from the finish, and with all the people around I didn't want to be crying - which made me almost hyperventalate. Fun.
I've already figured out what my next race will be, because I know that if I don't have another one lined up, I won't have the motiviation to keep running. I do need to figure out a plan for getting me running more, without the walking - I'm thinking its back to the podcasts for me, and work on Weeks 7 on.
Jan