corinnak
100% Tag Free!
- Joined
- Jan 25, 2006
- Messages
- 2,619
So I think I need some help or advice.
I feel like I've fallen off the wagon a bit, and I'm a bit discouraged with my running. I have run for 30 minutes straight (no walking) only once about 3 weeks ago, and I can't seem to do it again. It seems like I can only do about 15 minutes and then I need to walk, and I'm really annoyed with myself.
I have my first 5k race on October 18th, and I'm really freaked out about it. Nervous about doing something I've never done before (and had never even thought of doing before June of this year). My only goal is to cross the finish line, but I don't want to take forever to do it either - I will be embarassed if it takes me an hour to run a 5k (yes, I know I should be happy to finish no matter what my time is).
My brain is getting in the way of my running, I think. I sometimes think about the race while I'm running, and I start convincing myself that I can't do it and end up walking for 60 sec. before I start running again. I also think that the fact that I have yet to actually run a 5k distance is getting to me, but I know that if I try right now I will only be more discouraged by my results/effort.
I'm really not sure how to get past this - any advice or suggestions on what I can try or how I can shut my brain off?
Thanks for listening...
Jan
Jan,
Everyone feels that way before their first race. Literally. Everyone. It is a big deal, putting yourself out there for the first time.
The thing about 5K's is that depending on the event, they can attract a lot of walkers. If your event has walkers, there is no chance that you'll come in at the end of the race. If your event does not have walkers, you are playing with the "big kids" and that is impressive in itself! If you look at last year's race times, you'll be able to tell what sort of field the event tends to attract.
The other thing to remember, though, is that it is not about the other runners. It's all about YOU. For you, for this race, it is about finishing the distance, something that a year ago, you never would have dreamed you could do. Whatever time you complete the distance in is your time to beat the next time. You're racing against yourself. Right now, the only self you need to be faster than is the one who would have sat at home instead.
Regarding the walk break - one of the things I find frustrating about the C25K program, which I generally think is a great plan, is that it tends to give us the idea that what we are working to do is eliminate the walk break. I have bought into it a bit myself, and generally run the entirety of a race. But there are many distance athletes who actually plan walk breaks for their races. It means they can run faster when they're running. I have been left in the dust by more than one person doing this technique, so if you feel you need to walk a little, that is OK. It will allow your running to stay strong when you start running again.
Finally, don't worry too much about the 5K distance. When race day comes, your training and the excitement of the day and the other runners will get you through it. When those negative thoughts come, push them aside. They are not true, I assure you. Imagine yourself in the race, running strong, enjoying the day. Imagine yourself finishing. Tell yourself you're doing really well. So much of it is mental training as well as physical.
Hang in there - you can do this!
Corinna
P.S. I have to dash and get the kids, but I will stop by and say hi to others later tonight!