JanuaryF, hang in there. Some days are better than others. Some days I feel great and other days I feel like I want to stop 60 seconds into a jog. It really depends on the day. It can be frustrating to feel like you were making progress and then suddenly have a really good day.
A couple of strategies I use to get through it are: I make myself do 5 minutes of whatever I'm supposed to be doing (walking or running) before I decide if I'm having a good day or a bad one. Some days I start out and I feel awful and I want stop, but then I get going and realize I feel good and I have a great run. My knees hurt a lot so the first few minutes of a run are the hardest. If I am having a bad day, I remind myself that getting out there and doing the best I can is better than staying on the couch. I also like to listen to my ipod a few minutes before I go out the door just to get motivated. I have a few go to songs that always get me excited about getting out there and running. Finally, I don't run two days in a row. My knees can't take it and I just get frustrated and disappointed in myself.
I'm doing my own slightly modified C25K and I'm essentially on week 6. I modify the plan because I either run at night or with my baby in a stroller so I can't keep up with the C25k when the times change during the run (like in week 6: r5, w3, r8, w3, etc). I need the run and walk segments to be the same for the whole run so I'm not distracted and can calculate easily on my watch. My week 6 is r7, w1, four times. I went on Monday night and had a good time and I go again tonight.
Yesterday I signed up for my first race, a 6k (not a 5k, but a 6, strange, I know) on Thanksgiving morning. I want to do a race before the Princess half marathon in March and I'm excited to see how it goes. I don't know who will have a harder time, me running as fast as my little legs will take me or my husband, home alone that morning with our three little boys.
