I think we all have to critically assess if repeated boosters are a great idea. We don't know what this is doing to our bodies and if they are even going to be effective. It's something that everyone should have knowledge of the pros and cons.
I do have the knowledge of the pros can cons of the situation and make my healthcare decisions accordingly.
Very sorry to hear of all the people you lost. Do your results correspond to who was or wasn’t vaccinated? All our experiences just seems so random in so many ways...how much more secure we’d all feel if we could just make solid sense of it.