Amy, I read your post and felt like it could have been written by me last year after the email came out. Last year was horrible for me and I really felt that the I was destined to be on the MP to turn my life around and when that didn't happen I was angry and devastated. Once the emotion subsided a bit, I used that energy to make other changes in my life - if Disney didn't want me, then what else could I do to make things better. I found new ways to use my Disney passion outside of the "official" role that I wanted so badly. I finally had the guts to look for another job that would make me happy and I took more of an active role in my kids' activities. I wasn't even sure that I would apply again, but by the time September rolled around, I was ready to do it. I made it to R2 again this year and distanced myself from the boards a bit so as not to get my hopes up (yes I lurked). Last night when I got my NO email, I was disappointed, but I know how much stronger last year's no made me so I'll use that again this year and look out 2014! Please hang in there and don't take it personally. You are obviously an amazing, strong and passionate person so don't let this deflate you. Your year will come when it is meant too. By the way, I'm your neighbor (I live in Orchard Park) so maybe we'll both make it one of these years and can travel to training together!
Take care,
Michelle
Take care,
Michelle