
She is something else and Buddy is a big mush ball! Nan, I love your Kady and Pa stories.She is something else and Buddy is a big mush ball!

Marilyn, I have never made polenta. Shhhhhhhh, it intimidates me but that sounds simple and yummy!

Good morning all, it's a rainy, yucky day here, but no snow. I wouldn't mind it so much if I didn't need to drive 40 minutes to get an injection that will take all of two minutes. Oh well, I'll be right near Trader Joes so that will make up for it.
Nancy- We were on a farm and the kiddo asked me if they were going to eat the animals and I told her yes. She told me it's sad you have to eat animals, but you have to admit they are pretty delicious. I hope Buddy enjoys his deer watching.

Yeah Nan.... go tell him that! He'll be avoiding you for the rest of the day!
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Let's see if that works. He just changed the filter in the air exchanger in the attic. I have been asking for that for while some time. I also am always hot and he usually has the heat set sky high....so today he decides it is a good day to "circulate" the air. Tha tis fine, I had already turned the fan on. He shuts the heat off! It is snowing out and cold! It is going to be a loooooooong winter!
I am truly & sincerely so happy for your family! oh dear, more tear break...
I wonder what your big teddy bear is going to do if his grandbaby keeps on him about shooting poor little defenseless deer! 
Then of course he tried to get us to eat venison for a year. I have to admit I succumbed to the delicious scent of venison pot roast, but Angelina is still not a venison eater to this day!
) They canceled school before the snow even started, but it started around 9am and it is blizzard conditions now. We are in the 10-14" zone.
. It is still in the box, but I will get it set up today!

..........I have my issues with him, but at the end of the day he is still my Daddy.

I am sure the boys will be needing lunch as well, lol! I am in a foul mood again tonight. For no reason. Just can't shake it.Guess I should just go to sleep.
It is snowing! All of the schools are closed and buddy is home so I have to think of something to get him out of my hair. Already he is sharing his opinion on my Chopped showand he does not want o hunt in the snow/rain. He is still smarting about Kady's question on Sunday. One of our neighbors got a big buck and so far this is the first that we have heard about in our gossip circle. Lot's of sightings, no venison. Anyway, he had Kady with him and since she was able to squeeze him in for a movie they were chatting about what Pa does when he hunts. She asked him "What has a deer ever done to you?" He had no answer
I will have to explain to her that Pa hunts but I can count on three fingers how many deer he has actually gotten in 40 years, he really likes to just go out and watch them but will never admit that
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I am holding you so very close my friend.
We gave him his Christmas present while he was home. His IPod shot craps so Doug and I got him the new 32 gig Zune. He has had a ball with it and has it all ready to go. He was thrilled. Again thanks so very much for thinking of him.
Becky--That tofu dish looked sooo yummy!! Can you post the recipe with very easy directions on how to prepare the tofu and what I want to buy for it. I enjoy it when I get it out at Asian restaurants, but to do it myself intimidates the heck out of me!!
She asked him "What has a deer ever done to you?" He had no answer![]()
Poor Buddy. Kady sure keeps him on his toes.We were on a farm and the kiddo asked me if they were going to eat the animals and I told her yes. She told me it's sad you have to eat animals, but you have to admit they are pretty delicious.
That is really cute. We asked for lists from the 3 nieces! Why, I don't know. Now trying to get the items on the lists but make it all look equal & it's just not happening.
Aimee, Yes the cost of the MRI is a worry, considering Blue Cross is not paying up like they should! Right now we still owe $8600. to the doctor for my surgery!!! The dr was out of network, so we knew it would cost 20% more, but so far they have only paid about 10%!! Yeah it's a mess!
The British Health service isnt without fault but Im soooo glad we have it.I have to admit I am in a bit of a funk with the holidays and missing my mom more then usual, never mind the fact that dad is having Christmas with "HER"!

Oh crap, I just lost my train of thought...and the baby is fussing...I will try to get back on later...I have been having lots of anxiety so please forgive me if I am all over the place. xo to all!
I forgot...
Aimee, Yes the cost of the MRI is a worry, considering Blue Cross is not paying up like they should! Right now we still owe $8600. to the doctor for my surgery!!! The dr was out of network, so we knew it would cost 20% more, but so far they have only paid about 10%!! Yeah it's a mess!

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I have lost all train of thought.....sorry.....Just got off the phone (26min) with my dad....he just got back from the Oncologist and they are not going to be able to give him any chemo(pill or port form) as his quality of life will deteriorate to the point he would end up in a nursing home. He is feeling like they have given up on him. I hope not, I hope it is more that he is holding his own right now and he is better without, then with, as he is doing ok. He is getting some strength back from the staph infection he had from the chemo port. Please if you could.....a few prayers and good thoughts etc for my Dad....his voice broke my heart..........I have my issues with him, but at the end of the day he is still my Daddy.
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Thanks for asking about Jay. Yes we are really enjoying having him home. He leaves friday to head back though.![]()

Thank you all for the warm wishes for a great vacation! I will take lots of pictures. Speaking of pictures, I will probably wait to send my cards out until after the trip, so I can send you all a card with a picture of the kids in Disney. I hope you don't mind the delay!
I probably won't get back on before we leave, so I wish you all a terrific week, and I'll be thinking of you. Dinner tonight is going to be baked potato chowder.
Tonight is the kids Christmas program so I have to take enough Vicodin to be happy 
My sister sends "Hugs to Heaven" and now I do as well. There is something very comforting in that thought for me.I think I understand some of how you feel, no one can fully appreciate anyone else's loss but I am here if I can help.
I am so far behind I could cry...I miss the days where I can come and know what is going on with everyone. I am trying to get some stuff organized, decorate and keep the house clean and its just not going the way I want it too.
We had a delayed opening today...What a mess...it probably snowed about 3 inches and then turned to rain...the driveway was a flooded mess. Poor Riley did not like going out in it.
I ordered my cards this morning. That was an ordeal...it took longer than anticipated since this computer is so dang slow!!! And BTW, my normally happy baby was so fussy taking the pic (he feel asleep right after so that was the cause). Argh! I should mail my cards late next week...I am sorry they will be delayed but before Xmas for sure (I hope).
My new laptop arrived but I am intimidated but electronics and hate to open it without Tom here but I will try in the next couple days.
We are all good. I am missing Tom but dont think I will see him before next week...I have to get some shopping done this weekend.
I think dinner will be take out Chinese food. Andrew has a dentist appt at 4:15 and I do not think I will feel like cooking after that...although, I am now wanting tofu and polenta!
Oh crap, I just lost my train of thought...and the baby is fussing...I will try to get back on later...I have been having lots of anxiety so please forgive me if I am all over the place. xo to all!
I miss my dad too....
I have only read back this page lassies coz Im kindae tired and crabbit.
My migraine was a cracker.
Along with the usually head splittin pain I had Numbness,dizzyness,throwin up and when I could sleep scary,freaky dreams.
Not my best 2 days !!
Hope youse are all well and yer keepin safe...xx
and I so hope your feel better real soon.
to all have a good day