The fine line between crazy and insane....kickin' asphalt on the way to Goofy '08

:lmao: HOLY FLAMING POP-TARTS BATMAN!!!!!

OMG....too funny Scott. Blast from da' past!!!! :rotfl:


Soooooo anyway....my new mantra is the following:

Just because you CAN do something doesn't mean you SHOULD do something.


Trying to decide if I should explain to everyone how it is that I came to fall HARD on my...ummm...."tailbone" for lack of a better word ;). Or at least for lack of a better word that the mods won't flag me for! Anyway....let's just say that it was a humbling experience. And a painful one at that! BUT I think I'm going to be just fine. No more circus tricks on the stability ball for me!

Today I did my 4 mile tempo run and it went REALLY well!!!!!! I'm very excited and happy with my time...did 4 miles in 37:34. That's a super pace for me! :thumbsup2

OK...that's all from my world. Feeling a little :goofy: today !
 
Hi, Amy.:wave2: Hope you are feeling better today. WOW - you are like the Energizer bunny, you just keep going and going and going. Even when you're sick, you stick to your exercise schedule (or training routine or whatever the appropriate marathon running term is) - I am so impressed! When I get sick, I tend to go for extra rest because I have pushed through it before only to end up sicker than I was when I started out - but maybe that's because I am fighting a chronic illness already before being hit with something else. At any rate, my hat is off to you for continuing to work out when you just aren't feeling it - you have a constitution of steel!!

Hope today is a good day!
 
HI Amy!!! OMG!!! Circus tricks!!! How funny!!! :rotfl: I'm sure you didn't think it was at the time, but I can just imagine... Those stability balls can be tricky! Better watch out for those!

Glad to hear your run went well! That is amazing... I am just hoping to finish 3.1mi in 45 min and here you are running away!

Maybe one day I can be like Amy! ;)

Hope you have good one! Glad you seem to be feeling better!
Stacie
 

Thanks for the posts you guys! :goodvibes

So...for the inquiring minds LOL....here's what happened.

I was taking (not teaching) a pilates/yoga fusion class last night. The instructor had us use the stability balls. THEN....her and I began to demonstrate balancing ON TOP of the ball (and subsequently falling off). The first "trick" is to just sit with your bum on top of the ball....then bring both feet up on the ball. It requires core stability to keep you seated up there w/out putting your feet down. So we did that and moved on to the next one. You get up on your knees and kneel atop the ball...not using your hands. Managed to do that so we moved on. The final one :lmao: .... was you get on all fours on top of the ball...and extend your leg out behind you. Was feeling quite proud of myself at this point. THEN....you are supposed to put that leg down and then switch to extend the other leg out. Apparently something went terribly wrong here with the tricky leg switcheroo.....[rant] dang gravity and inertia....I HATE YOU PHYSICS!!! [/rant] Anyway....BAM! landed on the old hind quarters if ya' will right down on the hardwood floor. :eek: It was funny...and yet not so much once the pain set in. So that's it....me being stupid. What's new ;).

And once again....everyone join in with me here if ya know the mantra...

"Just because you CAN do somethng....doesn't mean you Should!"
 
WOW!!! I'm impessed w/ all that!!! I bet you have abs of steel!!!

I must say, it is hilarious!!! :lmao: Not laughing at you of course, but with you! :) What would have been funnier is if you WERE teaching and everyone else fell off too!!! :rotfl: That may sound mean, but just the picture of 5-10 folks all falling off the ball at the same time made me giggle!

I would agree... "Just because you CAN do somethng....doesn't mean you Should!"

Have a good one!
Stacie
 
Hi Amy,

How's your bum today? Need a donut to sit on? Thanks for the chuckle. I'm glad you are ok. Next thing we know there will be a danger warning on all the stability balls in your studio.;)

Great time on your run. You continue to amaze me.

Have a great one,
Beth
 
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OMG Amy the visual is killing me-not the falling but the ability to do that! That,my friend is unbelieveable core strength. Think NIKE commercial!!!!!!!!!
Linda
 
Hi Amy,

I'm just checking in with the peeps.;)

Hope you are feeling ok today, and that you have a Fantastic Friday!

Take care,
Beth
 
Hi, Amy. Hope you are recovering okay from your fall. I am in awe that you stayed on the fitness ball in all those different poses before the fall - I can't even STAY on a fitness ball, much less balance on one! Please take care of yourself, though - injuring that area of your anatomy is not as funny as it sounds - it can be very painful and the damage can stay with you for a long time. Here's some pixie dust pixiedust: that you don't have any major pain from this and you recover quickly!!

Hope your training is going well, but knowing you, I'm sure even if it isn't you're still doing it!! Have a great day!:hug:
 
After seeing so much inspiration and dedication on these boards, and learning about so many people's accomplishments and goals...I think the time is right to go back to last January and recogize what my running buddy Amy went through...so that she and others can really see how far she has come in such a short time and to also put proper meaning and significance to this years race.

I never really gave a real race report, only summarized my observations and what the race meant to me. Although words can never describe the actual events, I've tried my best and here is what one person went through as best as I can remember it (there are so many images still fresh in my mind):

Amy had really done no training (at least from a running perspective) in the month and a half leading up to the marathon itself. Her leg injury was so severe that she had difficulty walking, for example she posted this on 11-27-06:

I am in a lot of pain right now....and what I thought was just training aches has become an intense pain in the quad and groin area and unfortunately I'm in pain simply walking right now.

This really held true right up to marathon morning.

As we made the long walk over to the starting corrals, you could tell the nerves were really setting in. In her mind, I know she didn't feel prepared...and yet there we were, ready to take on this daunting task. 26.2 miles lay before us...forget the fact that it was in WDW...we were just focused on seeing IF she could run. With her stomach really bothering her, and her leg in slight pain, the fireworks went off and we crossed the starting line.

The first couple miles went fairly well, all things considered. After a pit stop in World Showcase during mile 3, we made our way back out Epcot Center Drive for the long trek to the Magic Kingdom.

It was around mile 5 that her pain really started setting in. It was not only hampering her ability to run (or even walk), but was causing her stomach to continue to be upset. We took many additional walk breaks as needed and made a couple more pit stops (details excluded ;) )

She was hurting really bad at the 9 mile mark, near the Transportation and Ticketing Center. It was there that she first started vocalizing the fact that she didn't think she would be able to finish. The pain was radiating throughout her body and there was still 17 more miles to go. We thought maybe getting to the Magic Kingdom would help...it had been just road and trees for so long...maybe seeing the castle would rejouvenate her spirits and provide a much needed push.

We completed mile 10 and then made our way (via side CM only access :) ) up Main St. USA, around Tomorrowland and Fantasyland, and back through the castle and finally out Frontierland (where the parade is staged :) ) It seemed to brighten her spirit a bit, but as fast as that relief came, the pain came back even quicker and more severe. I really thought that during mile 12, from the MK past the Grand Floridian, she was going to throw in the towel. The temperature was starting to climb and it was a long, unshaded 5 miles to go until we made it to the Animal Kingdom. She continued repeatedly with "I can't do this...you need to go on...it hurts so bad". She was walking with a severe limp and running at that point was entirely out of the question.

Words can't accurately describe what it's like to be out there, a few hours in and not even halfway done yet...knowing more hours of pure pain and struggle lie in wait. It would have been easy for her to quit. At that point, there was nothing left to prove, but something inside of her made her push on. Although she talked of failure, her heart and incredible determination were not about to let her give up out there.

In case you didn't know, the absolute worst place to be in WDW is on Bear Island Road during mile 15 when the sun is scorching the pavement, the smell of animal you know what is wafting through the air and the marathon personnel start telling you to "keep your cups because they are out of them up ahead" in the same breath that they tell you "we're out of water, waiting on someone to come with more". It was as close to hell as you could imagine. Somewhere out there, she almost completely threw in the towel again...now facing the high temperatures on top of the inability to comfortably do anything and sickness in her stomach. The goal then became to make it into Animal Kindgom and buy some water at a stand.

Luckily, we were replenished with water right before entering (at mile marker 16). We had a goal of running through each park and surviving the rest...so we entered AK in Asia and jogged on the cone marked path (the park was open) from Everest thru Dinoland and back out again. There were a lot of people viewing the race at the entrance to AK (mile 18)...where our journey nearly ended in catastrophe. A runner darted in front of Amy, and stopped to hug a spectator...causing Amy to trip over her stopped leg. Luckily again, the injury wasn't severe (maybe it was, but the rest of her pain superceeded the ankle pain) and Amy got up, brushed off and trudged on.

Thoughts of "I can't do this" started to turn to "I just want to finish" as we struggled through miles 19-22 on the way to MGM. It was just road and overpass...and a mentally demoralizing switchback during mile 21. It was hot. No shade out there for us, and no clouds to cover up the sun.

The pain never subsided, but she somehow found a mental place where she could manage it...taking one step at a time...and continued to talk of the finish. She had made it that far, we knew we wouldn't be swept...only a few more miles left.

MGM came and went and we eventually found ourselves jogging around the world showcase and finally across that finish line. There was no victory celebration as she quickly found a spot on the fence to stop and try to recover a bit. A volunteer offered a wheelchair as she noticed her severly limping, but in true gutsy display, Amy declined it.

That day I was witness to the single most incredible display of determination, willpower and mental strength that I have ever known and will probably ever see again. I don't know how she did it, but she completed the goal she had set for herself 10 months earlier. She made a commitment to do the marathon with me and she saw it through despite the intense pain associated with the foot, leg and hip injuries.

I was as proud as anyone can be of someone that day and continue to be amazed by her incredible "no quit" attitue and her tenacity to achieve her goals.

So this year is a sort of redemption. After taking a month off after completing the marathon, she was ready to run Disney again to avenge her "time" and run it "right". To take in more of the surroundings and have it be the fun, Disney-esque type of event that it is.

She's the most inspiring person I've ever met, always willing to help out others with their issues, and I'm so proud to call her my friend and running buddy.

Thank you Amy for being who you are. I would not be where I am today without your support and the inspiring qualites that you possess.

In closing, I'd like to mention that the race is not really as horriffic as I may have described. I don't want anyone to shy away from ever doing one if that is their goal. A marathon is a test of personal strength...both physical and mental...designed to push you to your limits and then beyond. You find out a lot about yourself out there...it strips you down to your core...you find out what you are really made of. We learned so much about ourselves in those few hours, life lessons that we will carry with us forever. We are stronger and better people as a result.

Here's to an injury free and fun filled ride this year :hug:

Thanks to everyone for listening to me ramble...I know this was long but I think it's a story that needs to be told. It really didn't capture what took place out there, but I did the best I could :goodvibes:

Have a great weekend :)
 
:hug: Scott...I don't even know if I have the proper words to respond to this. But I know you know the deal. And HEY....You made me cry with that post!!!! ( a good cry) THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. We could go back and forth on this for days...but it's you who got me to the finish line despite everything and you who literally made sure I didn't die out there. I know it got harder to make me laugh as the miles wore on...but you patiently waited for me pitstop after pitstop as my stomach didn't like the meds that I had put in it that morning. Sorry..TMI. It's you who carried that darn water for me for over half the race. Wow...just remembering that day brings joy and yet it's hard to recall the details.

There was so much invested, emotionally and physically, in that race. I couldn't fail...it was so much more than a marathon....without going into details....just understand that it was so incredibly important to me. This was a big HUGE life changing thing...and to be told I couldn't do it was just not acceptable. Scott believed in me even when I had to stop training, when my PTs told me not to run, when my Dr's told me not to run, when my family told me not to run. I don't think I could ever convey properly what that meant to me on so many levels. Sometimes we have to find that place and those people who help us turn our life around...and sometimes the journey is grueling...but following your life path will be rewarding in the end. The pain is temporary...the rewards you reap are eternal and can never be taken from you.

Have a great day everyone.
 
Hi Amy,

Wow, you guys went through hell. No wonder you two are so close. Thank you for sharing your stories and knowledge with us.

I just wanted to op in and wish you luck on your long run tomorrow.

Have a great weekend,
Beth
 
Hi Amy! :wave:

Hope the weekend is a good one for you :) I bet class went well and that you had a good walk/run :)

Hydrate tonight please and GOOD LUCK tomorrow on the 9 miles!! It's only one more than 8 and you've ROCKED that distance before.

Have a great night!
 
Hey Amy-

wow I have missed alot in the last week...I need to keep up more often.

First of all...I am amazed at the exercises you do on the stability ball...I only wish I could do those things!!! We have a bunch of stability balls at school and I try to use them in my physical education classes, and I would love to be able to at least show the kids those things someday!! Hope the rear is feeling better after the fall.

Secondly, I was in tears reading Scott's story of your marathon last year. You never stop amazing me with your determination. It is an inspiration. I think most people would have stopped, I have to say I don't think I would have made it. But you pushed on and finished, and that is AWESOME!!!!

Hope you had a great LR this morning!
 
9 Mile Run. It was successful :). I was worried going into to it as last year was a totally different story.

This was a milestone run for me. I've been reflecting on last year's experience a lot lately. I guess maybe it's time to take a moment to explain why the marathon last year was so important to me. I feel the need to put it in perspective because if you read my journals you'd think..."so what...it's just a race....why worry if you can't run. You can always run next year." I'm assuming that's what people might think anyway. Why was I so passionate about running that race? What was the big deal. I guess in a nutshell there were a host of things in my life that lead up to needing to do something BIG. It began soon after college, when my aspirations were huge and I was beginning a new life for myself. Those aspirations came to a halt soon after I graduated, got married and moved away from home. I started suffering health problems and I couldn't figure out what was going on. In one difficult week I was diagnosed with a chronic illness, Ulcerative Colitis, that had taken over my life and changed how I lived on a daily basis. In the same week a different doctor found a lump in my breast I was 22 years old and I felt like everything was crashing down. I had to have immediate surgery on the lump, and fortunately what appeared to be one thing turned out to be totally benign. I was so lucky. But on the other hand the UC had completely taken over my life. I was losing weight at an alarming rate, I had become anemic due to reasons we don't need to discuss here :(, and there wasn't a medication that would work for me. Having adverse reaction to the meds, I was told that surgery was an option and perhaps a necessity...albeit it a horrible one. Nobody wants to face a colon resection ever. The worst part of all this was my father's best friend had died of this disease, soon after a similar surgery, and that fact alone scared the heck out of me. The moment when I asked the doctor if I'd be able to have kids and he looked at me straight in the face and said..."It doesn't look good right now. Your body can't nourish itself, it can't nourish a fetus. But anything can happen, you can't think about that now. You need to focus on getting healthy first."

That moment was the blow that many of us here have known all to well, some facing MUCH more difficult situations than that 22 year old version of myself faced...but still I'd imagine it's like realizing you can't play with your child because your back pain is so excrutiating that you can't even stand up, or like having to face a monthly recurring pain that makes you physically ill, or like waking up in a hospital room to find that you are facing months of rehabilitation and the loss of a precious life, or facing mounting medical bills, or a chronic illness, or a struggle to lose weight that is impairing your health. I'm not saying my situation was as challenging or sad or heartbreaking as those that so many others face. It wasn't. But it was my challenge and it did define who I was for a long time. It took me 6 years to get healthy enough to get pregnant. They finally found a medication that worked for me. I was fortunate to carry through two pregnancies and maintain my health. I focused on my children as they grew and started school but battled another side effect that so many people face after health crisis or personal trauma...anxiety, panic. I'm not sure where it came from but it gripped me and wouldn't let go. In December 2005 I was being urged by family and friends to seek help. I didn't want medicine or doctors or people trying to figure me out. I just wanted my life back. I needed something BIG. I needed a purpose, a goal, a path that was mine. Like so many of you out there I was just trying to find myself among the clutter that life leaves behind. Buried somewhere in broken dreams and failed attempts was a "ME" that needed to dig itself out and do something BIG.

Somehow...and don't ask me HOW I came to this point, but something told me to run a marathon. A MARATHON?!?! Now that's pretty darn BIG. I hated running. I enjoyed exercise...but despised running. I kept questoning myself, my sanity. Why on earth would I do this? I couldn't answer my own question but I knew it was what I needed. It called to me. So many of us that run...here and elsewhere....are running for a reason. My reason was that I needed to do something BIG...I needed to do something that I didn't fail at.

Running became my therapy. I spent hours out there running with myself. Forced to listen to my own thoughts and fears and worries...but forced to deal with them at the same time. Sweating out the fear...breathing in the strength. Sure those old demons would join me sometimes...but in that last quarter mile I'd always out run them and laugh at them for not being able to keep up with me. I chased down my fears and tackled them to the ground. I felt that if I could JUST accomplish this...I would have the courage and strength to accomplish anything. My life path was laying itself out in front of me and I followed willingly.

But then I got hurt. And it was that blow again. A little softer...not nearly as serious...but it was a blow. And I just couldn't stand for it. So I kept running and I practically crawled my way through that marathon last January. But I finished it and it's given me the courage to start new endeavors and move in a direction that is really healthy for me.

Anyway, I suppose in a VERY long-winded way that partially explains why my journey was so important last year. And why each time I complete a distance that I wasn't able to do last year, I feel so happy :). A year ago I wrote:

Quite possibly had the worst run of my life. I'll admit that I'm feeling a bit defeated. I was hoping for 8....planning on 7.....willing to settle for 6. I could barely finish 4 and was in really bad pain. I won't bother with the splits because they aren't worth discussing. It was another failure in a string of bad runs that is getting tougher to deal with. I know that I have some stuff going that could possibly help...but if there's no improvement in 3 weeks I'll be going for an MRI and bone scan.

Today I did my 9 mile run...ran the whole darn thing...finished in 91 minutes :). My legs feel pretty strong...albeit tired. I was able to get home...ice bath...shower....and head out to my little sister's baby shower. :goodvibes

What a difference a year makes ;).

Thank you all for reading this long rambling post. And for listening to Scott and I get all mushy over last year. It's never "just a marathon" as you can see. And so many of you have been so generous and courageous to share your story with me here on these boards that it felt appropriate to share mine. I know so so many of you have faced far worse situations. I don't in any way mean to compare myself. But it's the challenges that we face that make us who we are. And this is just my story.

Thank you! :hug:
 
Weekly Update:

Monday: Taught a pilates class, Did some pilates training
Tuesday: Ran 6 Miles, Taught Pilates
Wednesday: 30 Min Elliptical, Taught Pilates, Took a pilates class
Thursday: Ran 4 Miles, Taught Pilates
Friday: 30 Min Ski Machine, Took a Pilates Class
Saturday: Taught Pilates, 4.5 Mile Walk (53:53; 11:53 mpm avg)
Sunday: 9 Mile LR


Totals:

Ran: 19 Miles
Walked: 4.5 Miles
Cardio XT: 60 Minutes
Pilates (only counting where I actually workout): 330 minutes
Pilates (taught only, no workout): 120 minutes
 
Amy-

WOW! I was in tears reading your story! You are so inspirational, I wish more people in this world could read your story and know that if they put their mind to something they CAN do it!! I work with kids everyday and I always try to get them to realize that if they want to do something, as long as they put their mind to it, they can do it. It is important to set goals and go after them!! It is amazing what you have overcome in your life!

Awesome job on your 9 miler!! I love reading about how far you have come. Sometimes, I feel like I will never be able to finish a marathon, it just seems so far, but I come on here and I see others who have been through somuch and they can do it...so I know it will be hard, but I CAN do it, and I will do it!

WTG on another great week of training!!
 
Hi Amy :hug:

I'm so glad you shared your story :) I know it's only part of the whole picture, but it says to much to who you are as a person, and your attitude in dealing with things.

I can't wait to see you cross that finish line this year and laugh at not only life's little demons, but the demons that try to haunt you from last years experience. Your journey has been amazing...thanks for letting me tag along for some of the ride :)

GREAT JOB today with the run!! You KILLED IT!! You have to feel just incredibly good about it...I'm so happy for you :)

I hope you recover well and that your evening is a good one. You continue to amaze me with your determination...I'm cheering you on in everything you do..way to go buddy :)
 


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