Hi, everyone!
Rose - So much of what you said resonated with me about long-term behaviors, mental toughness, endurance, persistence. Thank you!
CC -- I am sorry you are struggling. I hope you can find that mental switch to turn back on your great healthy behaviors and successful strategies.
To everyone who is struggling, today is a new day. Now is a new hour. The next bite is a new chance to do it right. Let's do it. Let's make the next decision we make about food or fitness one to be proud of.
As for me, for a change, I am so happy to report that I had a great, on-plan day yesterday. The plan was to eat a small dinner at work, change into workout clothes, and then drive straight to the gym by 7 for some treadmill time. However, my evening got derailed when I was leaving my office and my partner asked if she could follow me home to meet her husband there.
Once home, I didn't have the energy to leave to go to the gym. I was feeling stressed and resentful about not having that time to myself, and then before I realized it, I'd spent more than an hour on my feet making dinner for DD22 and the guys, straightening the kitchen, making a salad, chatting with the kids and my daughter's friend, etc.
I decided to burn off stress with a good workout and went up to my room where I did a 4-mile power walk with Leslie Sansone (60 minutes). I felt very accomplished and proud of myself for not just clocking the requisite 30 minutes and for doing something good for me.
More importantly, I am truly a stress/emotional eater and because I was feeling so unhappy/resentful/exhausted, I would normally have sat at my kitchen table with my Kindle, eaten something additional for dinner, and would have "grazed" my way through lots of salty/carb-heavy snacks. Instead, I worked out, showered, and then had an apple and a vitatop muffin (chocolate) and watched a movie upstairs. I even finished the day just under my Points+ allowance.
Now, if I can just string a bunch of successful days together, I should start seeing significant progress again.
