Ok, I have not talked about this before b/c I have been in denial. I need to start getting excited and I thought you guys could help me out. I am totally stressing about it b/c our waterfront property that was supposed to be so easy to sell, has not been sold. I am not normally the kind to spend $ when we don't have it so this is hard for me.
We are going to Orlando soon. When I think of it, I feel sick. The trip will be paid off by the end of they year, but I keep thinking it's $ that should have went to our existing debt and a lap top for my daughters graduation.
I told my kids 3 years ago we would go on a family trip when they are each Seniors. Of course 1 thing after another kept happening. Such as last year my car trasmission went and we had to charge $3,000 for another one. However, I didn't feel right going back on our plans and telling my daughter we were no longer going.
We have been to Disney as a family once 3 years ago. We saved for years and years and it was our 1st real family vacation. We had only done things like going camping for long weekends and visiting friends/relatives in Maryland and Ft Lauderdale. Unfortunately, I has pretty sick with a sinus infection, but got a little better with each day. My daughter however was VERY sick the entire time and it got worse with each day. She flew with an ear infection and her ear popped and she said she had never felt so much pain in her life. I thought flying with my sinus infection was bad enough. I though my head was going to explode. Her asthma and coughing was so bad, we should have went to the hospital. We realized later her airways were filling with mucus making her cough and throw up several times. So when we got home I told her of my plans to take them each on a Senior trip and she chose to go back to Disney and hopefully experience it without feeling like she was dying.
I feel guilty for spending the $ we don't have, but I need to get excited about it. I need to get ready! Thanks for listening to my long post.