so sorry your deal fell thru. the difference from wanting & needing
can be so small when there's so many expectations. if it still means
so much, let no one discourage this dream. keep moving forward,
because to go thru more obstacles will only make the final
outcome all the sweetier. ps, one doesn't need the majority to
approve, just a few "loved ones" who will accept you for being you.
mistakes & all. [ i know there no one on god's green earth that
i would want to have share my time with than my lil' saloon girl,

..( one of my call -handle for her.

)
i know this from life experiences. me & my lil'cutie pie, started out
@ the very begining. today , we can have whatever we want.
still, i missed those days when our whole apartment was no bigger
then our current living room. they have really special meanings
& contained some of my all~time memories.
please remember, the future is not written and you are not limited
from past mistakes. don't let any one to tell you any different!
let's see? in the middle 80's to make ends meet, i was a naval officer
& was assigned to penscola air station for 2 weeks. well we're in fla.,
"lets go to disney!", not realizing it was over 500 miles away.
then when got @ the end of main street, we got stuck. boy was i mad.
next thing i knew....we were surrounded by characters. of course,
our oldest had to have one of those stupid, davy c. 's rifles. &
you know who had to carry it? our "baby" was in diapers. we
were inside the park when my wife mentioned she had forgotten
our diaper bag. { we were to young to know there were a diaper
station.} so guess who was running around the magic kingdom ,
butt naked? well it was after dark,

. thanks goodness, they
had those bears..long tee shirts. boy! did we take tons of pictures-
i/2 of a 24 roll. autograph books. never heard of them. we used
our disney guide for the characters to signed.
we stayed off site, for $20. it is some of those pictures we keep in
our safety box.
i happened to think, it 's in one's best interest to ask, "what does it
really it takes to be happy in life?" once one discovers that lil' secret
than having dreams come true is just a matter of time.
good luck on your future endeavors toward finding your very
own....

!
