aaaaaaah, nabby g., i think "turning the page"...had alot of signifiance-
in keeping the site up front and alive!

,though you made
have nothing to say, it's still a comfort measure for the rest of you!
don't you dare stop ..being you!
me?.....i'm in the part of of my life of apprication, for having so many
blessings bestowed. i was not very educated on the values of disney
cultures..but always been a big supporter of the values taught by the
"dick & jane" era. i am not - of religion organizations due to corruption.
however, i "see" faith is what you believe in...without realizing it at the
time, "my choices" put me into alot of miracles..where i begin to
realized, the pattern-- of wanting to help others and/, caring for those
with needs....enriched my life*= more than i could ever do myself! look!
at me...i am sucessful & had all my dreams come true before i was 30!
it became a "need" to give something in return [esp. those that saw things
in me that i did not]...here the kicker..the more i gave to others , the
more i received!

, this is me, a plain and simple guy- with my
share of faults...that survived a few amazing "trials"..* if i can do it..so
can anyone else! do not compare! from those posting here, i see a group
with many blessings and contributing great things in life! [* what life
has taught me..sometimes -- the overlook, insignificant or tiny object
of desire... contains a miracle!] i have wonder "why", many xxxxxx, now
i think when a person believes in the impossible... and extend their true
feeling of caring...

happens! heck if this is right? all i know,
is from looking back at some of the things/people that made up my
life adventures. wow! is all i can say!
oh my God! once i woke up on a ordinary day, and my schedule
was to sit back and do nothing......that did not play out
at all! instead i found myself in a "miracle" that was put "together"
over 20 plus years..putting together..me, a mother to be, her
mother , on a collision course...to this day, still mind boggling! we all
met, became a team, and

....and dispeared to have never
seen each other since. that's life...and i am sure you all have similar
stories...some may still be hidden. sometimes, all it takes for a

to happen is for the person just listened! now
looking back...life is a bunch of miracles waiting to happen, but by
choice! in doing so, makes the way we chose to live it out..
very important, indeeds ! death comes to all life, is of great fear,
( i think because we are not able to control)..but is it a
renewal process?... mankind loves the image of "great thinking"
howver, i believe we often "out" think the reality that is..esp.
understanding the B...true meanings..it is much more simplier than
those preaching...

...my parents have gone over 20 years,
yet they had 10 childen with 9 still living..we are "parts" of their
bodies with life. so are they really dead? all of sudden, i realized
there is self realization in being kind to others.
this is who i am, & that's where i am at. plain & simple! iam really into
those "chosing" to live life with family values, and those appricating
kindness. sharing is a reflection of self realization..i know now, if i
am to leave the earth a better place than i found it, i must work on
being a better person! * what i did after my dreams came true? silly,
i dreamed new ones! what i found out when i turned 40.."ok, time to
slow down..take it easy....boy , that was sure wrong. this included
lil'jordan, who gave me enough adventures for a heart attack! so
who knows what going to happened? but when i pass on, i hope
to keave others the gift of happiness inluding my family.
now iam 50, "what next"! is more of my attitude!