Is it late to
really join?
You might think I'm a little too young to want to lose weight, but my weight makes me feel very uncomfortable. Especially when all of my friends are toothpicks.
I have a full body problem. I use to swim, but I got sick of my coach, and made a stupid decision to quit. I really wish I didn't. But it's a little too late for that.
I'm REALLY now comfortable expressing these things to my parents. My mom and my sister just recently called me fat, and it really got to me. But I know I'm not fat. I'm just a little thick for my age.
My stomach, and my legs are the worst features on my body. My thighs are so huge, they rub together when I walk, and that makes it impossible to be comfortable in any type of swimsuit, boardshorts or not.
It's also EXTREMELY hard to find pants that fit me right! I can fit into a size one in juniors, but somes there so lose around my calves, but WAY to tight around my thighs, and I can't wear a three because me waist isn't that big, and they kinda fall down. And I've tried belts and stuff, but it just makes it look weird.
Also, my stomach. It's disgustingly huge. I suck in, alot. because I don't feel comfortable unless I do that. I have to wear two tanktops under my shirts so nobody notices. When I sit, I cross my arms around my stomach so nobody can notice it.
I want to lose 10 pounds by 2009. But I kinda figured that's not possible for me. My parents don't let me run around the neighborhood, but I figured, since my parents are lazy, I could wake up around five in the morning, run around the neighborhood a few times (it's really small.) and hopefully get back in about a half hour, take a shower, and just start getting ready for school by six. But if I get caught, I'm dead.
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I LOVE healthy food! I love fruit, vegetables, milk, water, tea, whatever, you name it. But my mom always buys crap like chips, soda, ect. She WONT STOP. She recently lost ten pounds, so she thinks its alright to binge EVERY day.
Well, she's wrong. And I said to her just yesterday,
"If you keep eating all that crap, your gonna get huge."
She said,
"I just lost ten pounds!"
and then I said..
"Well, your gonna gain it back if you dont keep your mouth shut. You keep putting crap like this into it!"
Since thanksgiving, she made three pumpkin pies, and a HUGE cranberry desert.
She eats a piece of pie EVERY DAY, and three slices of the cranberry stuff.
And her portions are huge.
I keep asking my dad if we can go into the gym, he always says yes. But we never go.
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Tomorrow is monday, and starting tomorrow: (since today is almost over..)
No junk.
NOTHING.
No chips, soda, chocolate, nasty fries, pizza, no nothing.
Honestly, I probably eat WAY more than 4000 calories a day.
According to this online thing, I'm only supposed to eat 1,672 calories every day.
So I'm gonna start eating less junk, and more healthy foods.
And maybe look on the back to make sure it doesn't have that many calories. -.-
I'm also saving to buy a Wii Fit because 'Santa'

got us a Wii last year.
