Thank you everyone...I would be ok with hugs...Although I usually do not initiate them, I wouldnt be against receiving them and returning the hug while you are hugging me

My family is a BIG huggy type family, so that really doesnt bother me...Talking on the phone however

I just quietly watch people...I rarely jump into conversations but I do like to talk Disney...So that will help. Usually Disney and Animals both do the trick when talking

I have started doing the pin trading at Disney in hopes to start pushing myself to go up to people...Somedays I can...Other days the pins just hang there while I try to eye others from a distance.

But mostly I only go up to Cast members who look like they are bored. They are often shocked that I ask them to pick one of mine instead of just giving them a select one

But usually IF I have to confront someone which I HATE doing...I wind up crying or getting all shaken up. It usually ruins my day. I dont even complain of bad food...
I have always been on the shy side...I would hide behind my sister when I was younger because she has always been the talkative one. I would always be happy just being quiet and watching and listening but my actual Anxiety attacks have just started within the last 3 or 4 years. I hate the attacks because you never know when one will occur and when it does, it leaves you fearing the place that you had it in...or the type of surroundings. So you build up a fear of the fear. It is really hard to deal with. I think I have ulcers do to it and everything...It sucks!
OK I hope all the ones who are sick...start feeling better.

Kaj, Sean, Merkie
Ok things have changed on the trip...We are leaving this weekend

So I will be up there Next week

Which means I need to get my butt in there packing
Kristin- I hope that your dentist goes well...and that your day gets better
Oh I have to tell you guys this...I have been forgetting but i am so excited about it:
When we were flying back in from Vegas to Ft.Lauderdale (the airport that we always use) I looked out the window and saw two Cruise ships...I kept looking and then told Mike that the one cruise ship looked a lot like the
Disney Cruise ship...because it had red stacks...well he couldnt hardly hear me and said "Yea A lot of cruise ships are Red and Black" but I just kept thinking to myself that it looked an aweful lot like the Disney Cruise ship!...Well then i come on here and find out that the Disney Magic ship had to indeed dock here at the Port!!! So I saw the Disney Magic as we were flying in and Im so happy

Sorry I just had to add that because Its been my happy thought for the last few days
