Lesli's Live Long and Strong WISH Journal

Quick catch up.

Yesterday's trip to the Girl Planning Board was a bit of a let down. We'll see over the next few months if this will really pan out to be what it is supposed to. Thankfully, it was quick.

For the AM snack, I had a fruit and nut bar on the way up to the meeting. Water was much better but not yet what it should be. Lunch was back home. I ate some taco dip/salad w/tostitos. I also had something else but can't remember what. Supper ended up being 4 slices of pizza from Pizza Hut and a Pepsi. It's a long story.

Put it this way. Sometimes it behoves me as to why I do the things I do when I do them. I was going to put the new bedding on the daybed when I had decided that I should get rid of the table (sm dining room size) in my office and bring up the lateral file cabinet that I bought. Of course that means less surface space which is good, but then I thought I better bring up one of the bookcases that we aren't using in our "family room" yet. This of course led to thinking about rearranging the office. Which means all the junk has to go somewhere and I am not sure how it all got here to begin with. By the middle of the evening, I had been swallowed alive by my office and was calling a friend to leave and SOS message on her machine. Now mind you I had plenty of other necessary things to do, but no........I have to start yet another project.

Here I sit still wondering where everything will fit and how I am going to clear the kitchen of all the overflow. The bedding has yet to make it out of the bag and on the bed. I am trying right now to convince myself that this is good and I needed to do this in order to bring some order back to my office, but that is beginning to wear thin. I am getting to the deal with it, file it, pitch it stage.

Food for today. Breakfast was 1 egg omelet w/ moz, yogurt, 1 c grapefruit juice, 2 slices ham. No AM snack since breakfast was late. Lunch was a salad w/cheese, ham, and craisins. Can you believe it, I actually had a salad. Then there were a few goldfish, a cookie, 2 tostitos with cheese, pop and popcorn (too much), a qtr lbr w/cheese, and a few fries. That all constituted snacks and supper. Well the popcorn was at the movies.

We went to see Harry Potter. The whole family has watched the movies from the beginning so with DD18 home, we took the opportunity. It was pretty good, but it is starting to miss something. Mainly the fact that the books are getting longer so they have so much more to condense into the movie.

Well back to cleaning my office. I am planning to get all the junk off the daybed so I can make it up. It's starting to shape up nicely. I even have my scanner plugged in permanently shich is nice. I am amazed at how little surface space I have, but then it was just filling up unneccessarily anyway. This should really help me stay more focused, at least for awhile.

Talk to you all later. ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
Good morning!

You made me giggle with your tales of the office. I'm going to get very worries if I don't hear from you tomorrow. I'll be imagining that a tentacle of old papers and forms finally reached out and grabbed out you, pulling you under never to be seen again. :teeth:

I totally understand where you're coming from, though. I have an awful case of the "but firsts". I have to put out the recycling, but first I have to go find the empty cans in the living room, when I see the dirty dishes, so I still have to collect and take out the recycling but first I have to deal with these dishes, only when I go to get dish soap I'm out so first I have to go to the store...and on and on and on!

Good luck getting everything back together. It sounds like it will be very nice when it's done!

Have a great day! :flower:
 
Well, I am conquering......I think.

I did at least manage to get office items cleared from the kitchen table and I moved a few things to along the wall so that we can walk around here without trying to play a Survivor obstacle course. These are also items that I really don't want back into my office so I need to deal with them ASAP. I did manage to get the new bedding on and it is really beautiful. It really warms up the office and makes it more inviting for guests. Believe it or not, I actually have a place for people to sit now when they come in to see me while I am working. I need to repaint the office a different color, but I will start that project another time. ;) There's nothing under the daybed so as far as I know, I can't get sucked under. Although the mounds of paper are groing. I am working really hard to get everything in seperate parts of the room..........GS on the far end so that I can ignore it from time to time, bookwork next to the desk, genealogy within reach. I think this arrangement will work much better. The copier is right behind me. The file cabinet w/printer and scanner are next to the desk, giving me a continuous 7 ft work space, but not all of that is "dumpable" surface space. I can easily see the vast majority of our yard so I can keep an eye on the kids. The only down side is that I am staring at a very long black wall, so I guess that means I need to get out diplomas, maps, and such to decorate. "BUT FIRST" I need to get some frames. :rotfl2:

Amazng that I found my work for the day. I promise to send out an SOS if things begin moving on there own around here.

Oh, I did have a bowl of basic 4 late late late last night. I was up until after 2am. Just coulldn't sleep.

Breakfast: ham, yogurt, 1c grapefruit juice
AM snack: PB & goldfish so far (I am beginning to feel the lack of sleep munchies coming on) If there are more, I will go get some cheese and veggies
Lunch: salad
PM snack: maybe nothing (Brownie meeting)
Supper: the broccoli & chicken I didn't get to the other night. along with a salad, probably. I think I will mix everything up before I go to the meeting so that I can do about 10 min prep and then through it in the oven when I get home

Goals for day:
1. Water
2. bookwork
3. plan for meeting tonight
4. try to get more of my office in order.

Time to go. I am really cutting into my work time. Everyone have a great day! ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
I'm still here. Didn't get swallowed up yet. ;)

Yesterday was pretty busy and I did really good with meeting my goals. Water was quite a bit more than it had been and the office is coming along. I am really starting to feel inspired and relaxed in here. Hopefully, today I can get out to get some frames and a few decorative boxes to put disks in.

Food wasn't too bad. I ate a little more during AM snack, had cheese and 2 crackers. Everything else was on plan. Until late last night when I had too much popcorn. But at least I am more on plan than I have been.

Breakfast: 1 egg omelet w/cheese, ham, and PB
AM snack: yogurt
lunch: broccoli & chicken, salad
PM snack: veggies & cheese or fruit
Supper: still debating. I would like to find something light, healthy, and filling. Of course something that doesn't take tons of time to make.

Goals for day:
1. water
2. work on my office

Time to go. I have lots to do and while I have the energy, I need to get this finished.

Everyone have a great day! ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 

Glad to hear you weren't sucked in the paper vortex! :teeth:

It sounds like the work you're doing in your office will make it a very productive, positive space for you. I'm proud of you for investing time and energy in something that will make your life better!

Sounds like you had a great day yesterday--good job making your water goals! I know you've been concerned about that for a while.

Sounds like you're going to have a great day today! Sending :wizard: to carry you along!
 
I think it's time to be scared. The papers are closing in closer to the desk and in various spots on top of the desk. It's like a barrier between me and the door. It they come any further, I may need to call for help. :rotfl2:

Seriously. Although I do have a lot around me, I managed to accomplish alot yesterday as well. I was so excited when I emptied out the file boxes that I had been storing everything in. Then I realized that I could actually have my genealogy out in a file drawer AND have my resource books on the book shelf. Now this is a concept. I am really getting excited about the fact that I decided to do this rearranging and brining in new furniture. Now the only thing going into file boxes is the stuff that you get into maybe twice a year. It was unreal how much stuff I threw out and I have tons yet to go through. And I have some empty storage boxes, which is always nice.

I was tempted, very tempted to make new piles of things that I will deal with later, but then I caught myself, thankfully. Now I have almost 3 out of 5 GS areas caught up. How wonderful! Hopefully, I can get a good portion done today so that I can move on to changing the kids' rooms around. Honestly, I didn't think this project would take so long, but then at the time, I also thought I would just move the piles around and not deal with them. The thing is, my new set up is not pile friendly which is really good. You are right Pearlieq, it had to be done in order to be more productive and I am glad that I am taking time to do it as well.

Food was so so. As much as it was on, it was off. Water was not too bad, but could be better. AM snack was late and was goldfish. Lunch was as planned except I didn't do the salad, which was a mistake since afterwards I had a piece of salami on a buttered roll. PM snack was a few cookies and I think something else, but am not sure. Supper. Well everyone went there own ways. I had a hamburger, fries (too many) and split a shake w/ DS which was about 1 c. Later I had another cookie. So on to better days.

Breakfast: ham, yogurt, banana
AM snack: cheese & gr pepper
Lunch: chicken & broccoli, salad
PM snack: probably won't be home
Supper: I thought about making chili

Goals for day:
1. water
2. bills
3. office
4. a little shopping

Well gotta go. Everyone have a great holiday! ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
Don't you love it when you can see a light at the end of the tunnel!!!! I keep thinking someday I'll be there!!!! :)

Glad to hear you are still keeping up on your water and just think of all that you are accomplishing even if your food isn't great - getting that water in is a huge plus!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!
Keep on :banana: :banana:
Chris
 
Hi!

Sounds like you're making lots of progress in your office! Good for you!

I hope you have a great day today and a wonderful holiday tomorrow!

:flower:
 
Happy Thanksgiving, Everyone! :cool1:

Real quick. Yesterday was a bookwork, bills, & banking in the morning. The early afternoon, I did manage to get a few things out of my office and put away in their proper locations elsewhere in the house. Then in the late afternoon/evening, DD18, DD16, and I went shopping. I got a new blouse that I can wear to a wedding tomorrow. It's really pretty and I know I never would have found something so nice if I hadn't lost some weight. Then we bought some things for my office. Picture frames, pillows for the daybed, which looks really comfy now. Hopefully I can get things framed and on the wall by tomorrow night.

Food was another issue. It was a cookie day. I think there was one every time I turned around. Lunch was as planned, but that was about it. Supper was Taco Bell. If there was anything else other than a lot of cookies, I would be surprised. I had planned to start cooking for today's meal last night, but I was too tired.

Up this morning at 7am. Let's see. I made a pumpkin pie, apple crisp, ham, fruit kabobs, cranberries, mashed potatoes, gravy, and corn pudding. DD18 cut up the cheese and sausage. Bread was from Panera. Most of the kids helped to clean the house. I kept up with all the dishes while I was baking which can be hard without a dishwasher. My gran called to say that it was too windy for her to drive, so we had a quite dinner with one of DH's brothers over. In a little bit we are driving down to Gran's, take a few leftovers, and visit a bit.

I think I will dig out my Christmas cards tonight and start working on them. Other than that I think I will work some more on my office. I know it's Thanksgiving, but we are relaxing around here and enjoying each other's company. However, DH and I have an business opportunity that popped up yesterday and if it works out, I really need to be done with my office so that I can be on top of things until I have the chance to get rid of some more of this extra work.

I am going to let you all go. I hope you are having wonderful holidays with your families. ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
D'oh! I hadn't even thought about Christmas card. You're right, time to break them out...

Happy Thanksgiving! I'm glad you got a nice quiet family dinner. Hope you have fun at your gran's!
 
Things went well at Gran's last night. We just ate more of the same since I packed up leftoversf from dinner and took them over. I did eat a little less though. Thankfully, I don't have a lot of leftovers now.

Well, no early bird shopping for me today. I was so tired last night that I don't think I could have gotten up if I tried. Too much activity lately and too much weighing on my mind.

I lost 5lbs for the Thanksgiving Challenge. It would have been great to do more, but I just haven't been focused enough. At least I am not gaining it all back though.

Breakfast: 1 scrambled egg w/cheese, ham, 1 c milk, 1 c grapefruit juice
AM snack: yogurt
Lunch: cranberries, ham sandwich (leftovers)
PM snack: veggies & cheese
Supper: not sure

Goals for day:
1. water
2. bills
3. bookwork
4. work on my office (I didn't do much to it yesterday)

Better get going. I have a lot of things to get done today. No more procrastination due to perfectionist tendencies. Things have to get done and I sense a change in the air.

Talk to you all later. Have a great weekend. ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo


*******ADDED*****

I forgot to add. I did not make my mini goal of losing 2 more lbs by Thanksgiving. So here's hoping I can do it by the end of next week when we have our family reunion. TOM can really mess up the best of intentions.

On a better note, we are going to a wedding late this afternoon and I am so excited that I have something decent to wear. This would not have been the case earlier this year so I am really pysched to see the results of how far I have come. I found a really pretty ivory blouse with flared sleeves, a bit of a flare at the waist giving a nice line and a soft "ruffle" down along the buttons, with a bit more of a deeper V at the neck than I have worn in a very long time. It's a very romantic look and something that is most definitely "me". I am pairing it with the new dark gray slacks that I bought before the fundraising training. They give me a slimmer look. Then the other day I found a very pretty Claddaugh necklace with an olive green ribbon instead of a chain. I just can't believe that I have a complete ensemble with jewelry included! I haven't had anything like this in so long and it feels so good to know that I can go to this wedding with confidence and know that I will not be constantly tugging at my clothing.

Just had to share the excitement. ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
Hi!

Glad you had fun at your gran's! Sounds like you had a wonderful holiday!

I hope you have a great time at the wedding. Your outfit sounds wonderful, but it's the pride and confidence that you have while wearing it which will make it a knockout! :earseek:
 
Yes, the confidence and pride in wearing a nice outfit goes a long way, I must agree. Never once did I question if I looked presentable.

The wedding itself went quickly, the receiving line was a little long, so since it was cold out we were all huddled inside the foyer of the church waiting for the bride and groom to come out. We threw leaves at them instead of rice or birdseed and since there was a nice breeze the leaves twirled around the couple which was nice, but way to cold. The colors for the wedding were black with deep red flowers. I know that people are doing that now, but I really don't care seeing all the bridesmaids in black and then there are black accents everywhere, it just not festive, IMO. Well, the dinner was to follow the ceremony, which was at 4pm. We had to drive to another town, but got there about 5pm, so I figured dinner was at 5:30. WRONG! They seated everyone for dinner as they came through the door. There were two rooms of tables, which I thought was very poor since one of the rooms was unable to see the wedding party once seated, or the cake, or the dance floor. Anyway, we sat and we sat. The room was not really condusive for mingling and there weren't any type of appetizers, so everyone was antsy, kids were very hungry, and no one really knew what to do but sit and wait. To top it off, the wedding party had been out in the hall since 6-6:15pm, but were not even announced until around 7pm. So we sat for 2 hours before they came in. Dinner was served closer to 7:30pm. As soon as the rolls hit the table, I was feeding the youngest two, unfortunately, we didn't have any plates, because we were really supposed to wait for the salad which took awhile, but the kids couldn't wait. The dinner was really poor and DH was hoping that they didn't really pay too much for it. It was a green salad, mashed potatoes, corn and roast beef. The roast beef didn't have a good taste at all nor did the gravy that everything was drenched in. But I ate about 1/2 my food since I hadn't eaten in so long and knew it would be awhile before going home. DH ate everything only because he was so hungry and the kids picked at what they could. DD18 was ready to go to McD's and that is so unlike her. The cake however was good, but they were only cutting slivers. I guess no one showed them how to cut a round cake for a wedding so the widest part of the slice was 3/4" at best. I didn't go overboard there.

The rest of the evening was fine. They had a mother/son dance and I asked DS (remember he's 3) if he wanted to dance with me and he jumped at the chance, even put his cake down, which someone cleared from the table before we got back. Anyway, I held him and he held his arm out for my hand like a gentleman and he had such a smug smile on his face. DD18 got pictures. Then towards the end we "tangoed". I would say switch and he would put his other arm up (of course, I needed to shift his weight quickly so I could take the other hand) and we would head off to the other end of the dance floor, then switch again. He thought it was so funny. Later he danced with each one of his sisters. DD8 danced with DH and she thought it was great! They had some line dancing song up and DD8, DD16, and DS were dancing. DS was so cute trying to do all the motions and then his feet would move so fast like he was tap dancing. We were there longer than expected, but it was a lot of fun.

The plus side of this, we got a chance to really look at what we didn't want to happen when our daughters get married in the next few years or so.

Earlier in the day, food went fairly well. AM snack as planned. Lunch was a grab bag of baked cheetos (stress at that point), cranberries, little bit of corn pudding, and the ham sandwich turned into one slice of bread and a small piece of ham. Not really alot of food, but enough to tie me over until the wedding. No PM snack. Water was horrible.

I did not accomplish many of my goals.

Breakfast: ham, 2 very sm slices asiago cheese bread, 1 c. grapefruit (I ate late)
AM snack: probably none
Lunch: maybe a salad
PM snack: banana & milk
Supper: Don't know yet

Goals for day:
1. water
2. bookwork
3. work on my office

Time to get going. DH and I have some business to take care of this morning.

Everyone have a great weekend. ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
Yesterday was a bit of a food flop. I remember buying a grab bag of baked cheetos and a large bag of regular cheetos for the kids. Well, I ate the small bag for lunch and I started in on the larger bag. I know I had some hame and summer sausage somewhere as well. Then there was a cheap choclate bar. Then......well, let's say that almost the entire large bag of Cheetos is gone. I did have help, but I am afraid to think about how much I really ate out of that bag. Supper was 3 slices of pizza and 2 glasses of pepsi. Very unlike me, but it was there and I went solely for taste, not taste AND health.

Had a GS meeting with the older girls, did a little in my office, but not near enough. Then spent most of the day working on this new business project that DH and I are considering. Talk about overwhelming. Like I really need to take on more, but sometimes you just need to make a shift in priorities and start backing off a few things. Our biggest hurdle at the moment is the fact that we are short staffed and it's the holidays so needless to say the next few months could be a whirlwind of chaos. It is adding to the stress level as you can tell from the food choices above.

I know the reason I am eating so poorly right now is stress and part of me doesn't care. Does it count if you know exactly WHY you are eating but still eat anyway rather than deal with it? It's progress maybe but I don't know as if it will go far on the weight loss journey. Anyway, I think the main reason I am stressing is because now I have to make some very tough decisions and drop alot of my volunteer work. I know it is not the fact that I may be working more and working outside of my home although I really do like it here. It's deciding which part of GS to hang onto and which part to let go. I hate the idea of feeling like I let people down. If I had most of the postions for our Partnership team filled then I wouldn't worry so much, but I don't and I hate the idea that if I back off too much things will fall backwards and we will be back where we started with lack of leader support. I am not saying that I am irreplaceable, but it's a fact that parts of this area is not strong enough to move forward on its own. Those areas would just sit and continue to have the same problems over and over But I need to make some choices and figure out what I really will have time for and hopefully I can get people to understand enough so that they take on some of these tasks. It would really ease the burden and guilt of backing off.

Anyway, I have been up doing laundry all morning and am getting very little help around here, so what started as a good day is turning into a cranky day. I just now got breakfast. Then I realized that DS broke my crockpot, twited the knob right off. Does that tell you how things are going?

Breakfast: bowl of basic 4, milk, 1 c grapefruit juice
AM snack: it was my breakfast
Lunch: ham, potatoes, or other leftovers
PM snack: cheese & veggies
Supper: maybe chili

Goals for day:
1. bookwork
2. bills
3. water

I hope that DH takes DD18 back to college later this afternoon. It would be great to have a little time to myself so that I can try to catch up more bookwork, which in turn helps my office. That and it would be nice just to have a little time to myself, it has been a hectic week. We'll see.

Better get going. Everyone have a wonderful Sunday and thank you for listening. ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
Sorry the wedding didn't seem too well organized, but you're right. Good learning experience for you and your DH for down the road. Your DS sounds adorable, though. What a special memory you have with him.

Sounds like you've got a lot to think about in terms of your volunteer roles and upcoming business opportunities. I hope you can find a balance that works for you and your family.

I hope your day got better and didn't get into full-on cranky territory!
 
Hi Lesli!

Sorry to hear about your stress involving your volunteer work. Saying No is such a hard thing!! I wish you all the best with that. And I hope you got some alone time today! :)

Mike
 
Good morning everyone!

Thankfully, I did get some time alone yesterday. I managed to convince DH to take all the younger children with him to drop off DD18 and DD16 was working. Actually, it was great and much needed. I spent about 1 hr watching shows I hadn't seen in a long time, then later I moved part of my office to the living room so that I could work and watch TV. Not always good due to the distraction, but it really worked well yesterday. I felt like I got alot of work done and at the same time I got a chance to relax. And I managed to get all but one load of laundry done.

Food was all over the place. It was like an all day munch feast. I remember some chocolate, cookies, chips, pizza, popcorn, and a LC seasame chicken. Beyond that I don't remember specifics as to how much or when I ate what. Oh yeah, I was up really really late and I ate a bowl of basic 4 before going to bed. Water was really bad.

Here's hoping for a better day today.

Breakfast: 1 egg omelet w/cheese & chives, ham, slice of french bread, 1 c grapefruit juice
AM snack: PB, cheese, or something
Lunch: salad
PM snack: yogurt
Supper: time to look through the cookbooks

Goals for day:
1. water

Let's keep things simple today. I am going to try really hard not to think about any volunteer work. Tomorrow I can evaluate that and make actual decisions. For now, I just need to concentrate on business and getting my house back in order.

Everyone have a great day and thanks so much for listening. ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
I'm so glad to hear you got some time to yourself yesterday! Sounds like it was much-needed.

Sorry yesterday was a rough day, but you seem to have it in perspective and have a good plan for today.

I hope you a great day!!! :sunny:
 
Stayed busy all day yesterday. Again, I managed to get quite a bit of work done. I even surprised myself.

Food on the other hand was horrible. I know all the rules, but I am not following them and I know that I am not listening to my body at all. It's beginning to feel out of control. Hopefully, once I just deal with the things that are stressing me, it will help with the overeating. Things were good through the AM snack, then it all went downhill. I ate cookies, chips, cheetos, ice cream, anything that wasn't attached. Although I did manage to get in some soup for lunch which was a godsend of flavors, and amazingly much better tasting than all the junk. By the time supper rolled around, I wasn't hungry so I ate late and that was soup as well. I feel like I am in a big rut. Water, however, was pretty good.

I think a big part of the problem is that I am very tired lately and am not getting proper sleep. So let's try this again.

Breakfast: 1 egg omelet w/cheese, ham, 1 c. grapefruit

The rest I will post as I go. Maybe that will get me to thinking twice before I eat.

Goals for day:
1. Water
2. Go to bed early

Gotta go. Everyone have a good day. ::MickeyMo ::MickeyMo
 
I'm so sorry yesterday was a struggle. Sending :grouphug: and :wizard: to help you through today. I hope you can work through some of these stressors soon!

Good for you for trying something new. You've just got to keep experimenting until you find out what works.

I hope today is a good one!
 















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