Good morning everyone!!!!
I had to reschedule my procedure for the 8th-too much going on this month with school starting.
BUT. Until then. I've made a few promises to myself.
1. No more googling. It only stresses me out needlessly.
2. No more listening to what people say. It seems when you have a medical ailment, EVERYONE and their brother has it, or knows someone that has it, and all have different opinions on it. I trust my doctor, I know what he's doing, I'm going to listen to him.
3. Keep on my healthy food. While it won't change what I have, weight loss couldn't hurt. I've lost quite a bit in the last two months, and I want to keep it up.
4. Stick with quitting smoking. Sorry I haven't updated this in a while. But I've been doing pretty well. Nights like NYE were hard, when it's everywhere, but I've gotten to where most days I don't want one, and even fewer days do I have one. I need to not give up and avoid those hard situations. Work breaks are getting easier, need to focus on time with friends now.
5. Be positive!!! I know I've been pretty negative lately about everything going on. It's hard to not be when I feel awful and am scared about what's happening. But being negative about it isn't going to get me anywhere. If you guys see me being negative, please give me a little nudge, ok?
Most of these are things I need to carry even past once I found out what's going on. But until then, I really need to be able to keep myself upbeat, and I think this is going to help. So I'm going to come on here every day and track how I'm doing on each of them---and if I don't, please call me out and hold me accountable.
I hope everyone's having a fabulous day!!!!!