Gut feeling that DH is starting to lose the fight..UPDATE pg. 4

[C.Ann]

I'm not sure why - little things - some comments from the respiratory therapist - and a horrible gut feeling..

I'm sad.. I'm scared.. And I pretty much feel like I'm at the end of my rope emotionally.. If only he would be honest with me.. I have to pry every problem out of him - nag, nag, nag.. He doesn't want my life to change - but it will.. He thinks everything should stay the same - but it can't and it won't..

Just needed to type it out so I could actually look at the words.. I'm pretty lost right now....

 

[Blueeyes101817]

 

[katerkat]

Oh, C.Ann...

 

[Pin Wizard]

Hugs and prayers for you and your husband, C.Ann! It's a very difficult time. And those gut feelings don't help any. Bless you! Vent away when you need to do it!

 

[Roemama1]

Ann, I'm so sorry. We're here for you.

 

[Dan Murphy]

Sad, C.Ann. Very sad. Always in my prayer. Lots of friends here to listen, always.

 

[aunt lissa]

I wish I had some magical words to make you feel better but I hope this will work instead....

 

[Otto's Doll]

God bless you, C.

 

[ead79]

C. Ann, your husband and your family are in my prayers.

 

[Cruisin]

so sorry for the terrible things that are happening in your life right now.

 

[CourtasanSatine]

 

[Brer_Papa]

Sorry to hear of your woes C. Ann....

Keeping you & yours in prayer....

 

[Jolie C]

 

[crazyforgoofy]

Just want to add my and to say you're in my thoughts. We've never met but I've come to "know" your family from your posts and also have a disabled husband (vietnam veteran) so feel I can understand some of what you're going through. We're always here for you to vent or scream or cry if you need to. That's what friends are for!

A Native American friend of mine always ends her messages or calls with me by saying this so I'll say it to you: May the Great Spirit lift you up and give you peace!

Mary Alice aka crazyforgoofy

 

[C.Ann]

Thanks all.. Guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself tonight.. Sometimes it just jumps up and hits me in the face when I'm least expecting it.. Most of the time I can "stuff" it back down, but I've just had a bad, bad feeling the past few days.. Can't seem to shake it..

Have to call and fight with the VA tomorrow to have him seen by a cardiologist and I'm tired of fighting.. Sometimes I think they figure if he dies, they won't have to spend any more money on his care..

 

[Banshee]

 

[letfuller]

Be sure to take care of yourself, as well.


~Linda

 

[KimRaye]

So sorry you're feeling this way, C.Ann. You've certainly had your struggles. It's so sad to also hear how the VA is treating him, and you. I'm sorry they make you feel the way you do.

I can only hope that you and your DH are comfortable. Prayers and .

 

[palmtreegirl]

 

[ripleysmom]

I'm sorry C. Ann.