Thank you VERY much for your detailed explanations. You're obviously very educated - are you a theologian?
You're welcome - but I'm not quite a theologian. Technically, you need to hold a PhD in Theology/Religious Studies to be one. I do, however, have an undergraduate degree in Catholic Studies at the "Specialization" level (3 more full year courses above the requirements for a Major) and once I (hopefully) complete my thesis, I will have a Master of Arts in Theology. I don't plan on going for the PhD, as I have come to the realization that research (required for any academic career at the doctoral level) is not my passion. I'm planning on getting a B.Ed. and teaching Religious Studies at the high school level - I like teaching, not research, so this should be a better fit for me.
From my simple, uneducated, sinner's standpoint, it's a little scary that one can be a lifelong scholar of Christian theology and not come any closer to the "truth". At times it seems the more you know, the more you don't know.
BINGO! There are some things that are just completely beyond human comprehension - due to limitations of language an experience. As I alluded to in previous posts - trying to fully grasp atemporal existence is extremely difficult - if not impossible - since we are beings constrained by linear time and therefore unable to consider atemporality with any tangible frame of reference or experience.
While our experiences are based upon "one thing leading to another" - for God, (arguably an atemporal being), everything just IS. Even Scripture (written by humans with divine
inspiration) speaks of God "changing His mind" or responding to our requests and prayers. Even this really isn't quite right if God is thought to be atemporal. How can a being who isn't within, or acting within the contraints of linear time be subject to "cause and effect"?
Some therefore argue that God is not atemporal - although I personally disagree with that view. Essentially, I accept what some believe when they consider "Time" to be the 4th dimension. If that is the case, then "Time" is a tangible element of the universe. If a person of religious faith believes that God (in whatever manner) is ultimately the creator of the whole universe (pure creationism vs. God creating the "Big Bang" doesn't matter in this regard), then God is also the creator of "Time" itself. Some interpret the Genesis phrase of God separating the light from the dark, the "first day" as the creation of time - and note that this is one of the very first of God's creations. So, if God created time itself, it is therefore the contention that it makes no sense to view an apparently omnipotent creative entity becoming subject to - or constrained by - their own creation. The only acceptable alternative would be that God has chosen to become subject to linear temporal existence - but this view cannot be determined with any certainty.
All I can do is hope to be the best Christian I can, and when it's time for MY judgement, hope that God's in a good mood that day and takes into consideration my *desire* to be a good Christian, even if I'm off base.
Here's my own personal opinion, which is similar to C.S. Lewis. There is no one in hell who didn't want to be there - or, the gates of hell are locked from the inside.
I think there will be some form of interaction between ourselves and God, and we will be confronted with our failures and shortcomings. This is where the Biblical comments of a "hardened heart" come into play.
In our mortal existence, we are frequently confronted by our failures and shortcomings - and frequently, our response is to make excuses - or blame someone else - or justify it in some way as being okay for us, even though we would condemn the same action in another. This is ego - pure and simple. Instead of taking responsibility, and simply saying, "I was wrong, and I'm sorry" - we try to make ourselves blameless. Sometimes there ARE good reasons, and sometimes we do fully admit our mistakes - but not always.
There are, sadly, some people who are exceedingly bad at accepting personal responsibility for ANYTHING. Nothing is ever their fault, and they definitely DON'T need anyone's help or forgiveness, since there is nothing (in their mind) that needs forgiveness. That, in my opinion, is a hardened heart.
So, when a person comes face to face with God, their choice is the same as I have outlined above. Do you look at God, fully realizing all the mistakes in your life, and simply say, "I was wrong, and I'm sorry" - or do you try to
justify yourself before God? Some think that the second response would not be possible by anyone confronted by God's divinity - but I have to wonder if some people are - by their own free will - capable of that much arrogance. It might be possible. It would be at that moment that a person denies responsibility for their actions and rejects God's unconditional forgiveness. In that sense, by their OWN actions, they have chosen to be alienated from God - what some argue to be damnation, or hell.
If, on the other hand, we believe that God is willing to forgive us unconditionally, the response of "I was wrong, and I'm sorry" is all that is required of us. This is why I mentioned the theologians who argue that this "judgment" (what Catholics term Purgatory) will be both intensely painful and incredibly joyful simultanously. I cannot fathom the despair I will likely feel by taking full responsibility for ALL of my failures - and I can only dream about how beautiful it will be to have someone (God) look at me in that moment of utter despondency and say, "It's okay, I forgive you".
Sadly, it is likely due to the fact that none of us are capable of being unconditionally forgiving to each other (maybe sometimes, but not consistently), that we are unable to fathom how anyone could be that way - even God.
Anyway, I've rambled again. Essentially, I agree that all the little details are difficult, and many cannot be determined with any certainty. Even what I described above may not be accurate - but I think it fits within the general Christian belief of repent and be forgiven of your sins - and, while hard, try to do the same with each other while on earth. For the most part, that's Christ's teachings at the most basic level.