I was in a meeting at church--Joshua and Katie were in the nursery alone playng and the lights went out. Of course that ended the meeting and I went straight for the nursery and all I could here was Joshua crying its WAINGING!! SO we left and then the bottom really dropped and I was kind ofChecking in real quick, just in case anyone remembers me....
Life is still crazy. I have 2 more weeks in my current class and then a month off!! Yeah!!![]()
DH wrecked my new car yesterday.For years I drove a car with dents. This year I got a new dent-free car. It was raining yesterday and DH and DD ran off the rode and hit a sign. I have a dent again and it knocked the car out of alignment. But everyone is okay - so I am thankful.
Still playing baseball - all the time. This weekend may be the end of the road though.
I have missed everyone. I have had no gain and no loss - kind of stuck...

Random vent here.
I'm soooo grumpy today. And I have been for a couple days. I'm trying to be a "grown up" about it and realize that it's life but I know for a fact that most people are not miserable every single day. I'm just hating school right now. My supervisors just become more and more ridiculous every day. I absolutely cannot wait to get the heck out of there and finish the program. But I will settle for knowing that next semester I will be working out in the real world nowhere near that dreaded clinic. I was thinking about things today and I realized that I'm more concerned with what grade I'm getting and what my supervisor thinks of me than what I'm planning for my therapy sessions. I don't plan things because I think it will help them, I do it because I feel like my supervisor wants me to do it. And all this paperwork is a joke. Every single supervisor has their own special way of writing things like soap notes, etc. So that means that I have to do mine 3 different ways, and technically all are perfectly acceptable. Then I come home to take an online midterm - which I'm not so sure how I did actually. And I go out in the other room to get something eat once I finished and my mom is in a mood as well apparently because she isn't talking.
And tomorrow I get to wake up and do it all over again at camp. On Monday I came in and I was with one camper the entire time I was there, the one with the behavior issues and who requires the most assistance. With no guidance as to what activity I should do. My supervisor and another "teacher" were huddled over another girl at the computer. Mind you this is a girl who likes to look up words in the dictionary for fun. She does not need 2 people hovering over her while I'm pulling a 9 yr old off the bookshelf.It's just ridiculous. Then yesterday I get my alumni magazine where I can see all the girls from my graduating class that are getting married and having babies. Which is a really sore subject for me because I do feel like a loser for not being closer to settling down and in a relationship. Although I think I'd go bonkers if I had a child right now. But that's not the point.
I am so unhappy with everything right now. I just want to stop everything and start over. I would give anything to have a day where I could do whatever I wanted to do without knowing that I really should be doing something for school. I'm at the clinic everyday and at night, I'm either working on lesson plans or doing other assignments. Which usually I finish around 10pm but I'm too wound up so I end up staying up til 12 trying to relax but thinking about all the other things I still have to do. And the weekends are the same. I'm running to the store to pick things up for sessions, writing lesson plans, reading research articles. It never stops.
Okay I'm done. I really feel like my last few posts on this thread have been really depressing and grumpy and I'm sorry for that. I just hate feeling this miserable and I need somewhere to get it out.

Wedding central was a little hectic yesterday and today. My sister bought her dress over 6 mos ago. She looked lovely in it. (insert forboding sad music here...)Went to try it on today to make sure her strapless bra was ok with it and it wont zip all the way upShe was of course in tears and we are all going nuts trying to figure out a way to get her to lose 2 inches in her waist by next friday.
She went to GNC in desperation yesterday and they sold her some sort of pills to help with water retention. She also bought one of those sauna belts that make you sweat in your waist and one of those plastic exercise suits (the ones that look like trash bags) Desperate times call for desperate measures people!
She and I went to a specialty bra place today for some heavy duty waist sucker inner thingy. They had several and we had a heck of a time getting them on and off. It was honestly hysterical! Lets just say at one point she was leaning up against the wall, I had my knee pressing into her butt for leverage and was yanking on the thing with both hands trying to hook it closedThe good news is that it seemed to give us 2 1/2 inches but she hasnt been able to try it on with the dress yet. (and I am not certain if she could really breathe in it, just a minor detail though
) Her fiance is home and he cant help her try it all on (of course) and I cant get back out to her place tonight. So tomorrow will be the moment of truth. I had the zipper almost up yesterday, but needed about 1 1/2-2 inches to get it all the way up. Pixie dust and happy thoughts welcome!
Things will work. Just be sure and not mix all the diet pills. I know it is very frustrating for everyone.
Joshua is screaming for me so I need to go. Have a good one everybody.