sad2: She told me not to eat because it was going to be a full meal. Well I tried to have a snack before going but I was starving and went overboard...Can you say cheese dip 
Antway it has been a fall off "the wagon" ever since. I am pms-ing in a bad way but no excuse. I couldn't believe how out of control I felt. I guess I just need to put it behind me and tomorrow is another day
Antway it has been a fall off "the wagon" ever since. I am pms-ing in a bad way but no excuse. I couldn't believe how out of control I felt. I guess I just need to put it behind me and tomorrow is another day
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I got on the scale for a pre weekend check-in because a friend and I are heading to the States for the weekend
I am actually down, so far, so that made me feel more motivated to keep off what I've accomplished this week. I'd hate to see a gain on Monday. 
Good luck to everyone for the rest of the week and I'll check-in on Monday
. Than when we got home my DS had baked a congrats cake for her. So we had to have a piece right before bed. So although half the cake is still in thr fridge I am going to ignore it as it calls my name. Maybe I'll feed it to the kids after breakfast and get it gone
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Yesterday was a BAD day for me. My DD was performing at Hamilton Place last night with her children's choir so we took her out for supper in between the rehearsal and performance. Now I know a plate of nachos was not the best choice for supper but heading on PMS it was the most appealing. I didn't finish it all if that counts for anything
Here's my story:
We are all beautiful no matter what we weigh..
Considering you're PMSing I think you did great. Did the kids have cake for bfast? Poor little monkey
She's fine and adapting well as children do. I will be weighing in tomorrow. I did not bad considering we were away. Had fries and no desserts but a bit of chocolate and full fat microwave popcorn. I could have done better but fairly pleased with the choices I made in my PMS mode. We'll see tomorrow.
Way to go.
. Cake for breakfast is reserved for birthdays .
I'm back from my trip to States. We had such an awesome time. We didn't have our kids with us. It's amazing how relaxing shopping can be when you are only looking with another adult. My Dd(2) will be 3 tomorrow and she broke her wrist 3 days ago.
My Dd(2) will be 3 tomorrow and she broke her wrist 3 days ago.
. And I knew Friday would be busy from the time I got up to the time I went to bed, and I was out and about all day and didn't eat great (not terribly, but not great). Saturday, I had to host a get together, and again, there was so much food, and again, I wasn't feeling the energy to try. I personally wanted a big bowl of chocolate ice cream just to feel better, but I couldn't even do that. I ended up eating TERRIBLY last night, despite the fact that I had tons of healthy food as options at the party.
Hey everyone...glad to see so many are doing so well. I haven't checked in for a couple of days. To be perfectly honest, my last few days have stunk. I am not really feeling the greatest, to the point where I just want to curl up and cry. I don't know why I feel so down, but I get like this every now and then. I do blame it on PMS, except it doesn't happen every month, so I don't know why it happens. I take one day off a week from working out, and it usually is Wednesday. So, I took that day off....and it just blew the rest of the week for me. On Thursday, I literally had to PUSH myself just to do the minimum of my workout....and usually, when I start, I realize I can do it, and do it well, but on Thursday, it just wasn't there....again, was feeling really down
I reserve Sundays for cheat days, as long as I go to the Wilderness center and run...but today, I couldn't do it....my tummy wasn't feeling great from all the yucky food I ate yesterday, and now I feel terribly. I know set backs happen, but I feel like I completely blew it....And today, I again didn't eat very well.
I didn't want to weigh myself because I fear of what the scale will say. I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself, but I literally feel like garbage. My race that I am so desperate to complete is in 4 weeks, and I will be so proud of myself if I can finish it, but right now I am so down on myself for not giving the training my 100%...I fear that I won't be able to finish it, and I have wanted to get into this race for 2 years! And I am not even CLOSE to being even half way ready for it...
Sorry for the rant....I literally am reading this again, and feel the tears building up....I hope I do better this week. I am just SO disappointed in myself and don't know why I'm so down on myself! Hope everyone is keeping up....Joline
Just remember that you are beautiful no matter what the scale says and you are going to do awesome in your race..we'll all be cheering you on Feel Better and rant whenever you need to...we are here for you!!
