It's February...I believe it's against the law for anyone in the Northeastern part of the country to NOT be in a rut!
Seriously, we talked about this last week at our WW meeting because, for the first time since the beginning of the year, attendance was low...enough so that not only did no one have to stand at the meeting, there were actually empty chairs.
For me, it's like all other projects in my life. There's that initial glow of getting started and getting ready for the outcome. The excitement of doing something new. Then the reality sinks in...it's dull, it's hard, it's time consuming, and it's long term. UGH!
Just like they told me to do for child birth, I have tried to think of a focal point to concentrate on when things get to this point. At first it was my DD because I'm her primary custodian and I want to be here for her. Then I realized that it wasn't DD I was doing this for, I was doing it for me. That I deserved my time and effort, too, just as much as anyone else in my life.
So...you are not alone. I'm not sure if this helps you but you are always welcome to PM me and chat.
Jeanne