Good Morning: I have been reading your message journals and I have been and done exactly the same thing several times in my life. Unfortunately and fortunately I decided to have gastric bypass surgery on January 19, 2004. Most people think that that was the easy way out, but actually it takes great willpower and a stong mindset to follow it through. My hightest weight was 300 lbs. I am only 5' tall so I pretty much looked like a munchkin. It has been 1 1/2 years and I am now 150lbs. It is a struggle every day to not want and eat what I used to, but my health has much improved and I am glad I took the step I did.
I wish you luck on your journey. Just remember to be happy with yourself and not let anyone make you feel like a failure.
QUOTE=pearlieq]3/12/05 - Weigh in
352.5 this morning!

Don't you just love those big first-week losses!
What boggles my mind is that when we came home from Vegas, the scale said 368. I mentioned earlier that most of the gain was from forgetting my medicine for a week, but it still astounds me that you can lose 15.5 pounds of ANY kind of weight, water or otherwise, in one week.
I'm counting my WISH weight from 360--that's what I was around when we left for Vegas. That's about 25 pounds down from my all time high. I've still got my personal goals:
350lbs by our May 1st Disney Trip.
300lbs by my birthday - Sept 21st.
260lbs by our March 2006 cruise date.
Goals for the upcoming week:
Add in any kind of exercise--even just 5 minutes per day
Go grocery shopping and stock the house with healthy foods[/QUOTE]