I remember reading about your story...
It seems to me your heart is saying Beach Club and the irrational part of your body, let's say your little toe for the purposes of illustration, is screaming No, No, NOOOooooOOOOooo!
Who are you to let a little toe do all the bossing around when your heart KNOWS you need to stay at the BC? Do not let that irrational little toe do all the thinking on this one. Nope. You know you need to go back and have a do over, and it NEEDS to be at the Beach Club.
You stick with us and we will talk you through this one. You can check in here every day and read up about all the cool things about this resort so you can get excited and lose those irrational fears. The timing of your illness and the fact that you were at the BC have nothing to do with each other.
If you concentrate on moving forward and not thinking about the past you will have your head on straight and you can forget about all that unwarranted nervousness about this trip. By allowing yourself to put all that in the past and concentrate on all the good things that are in your future you will be able to put all those negative thoughts and experiences behind you!!
So stay focused, stay positive and stay tuned as we remind you about all the great things about this resort. And take that nervous little toe for a pedicure. That's what Nannette does to tame her toes when they start acting up!
~NM
PS. I still can't believe that I get to stay at this marvelous resort AGAIN in August!! I am so excited as I thought it would be a long time before we would be able to afford to stay at a deluxe!!