Thanks for all the WOO HOO's!!
My story.. LOL.. Ive been overweight all my life.. I always knew I was overweight, but I was NEVER one of "those people" You know the kind that people look at and think how did they get so bad.. Well I was one of those people.. I started noticing things like tying my shoes and being out of breath, and having to put deoridunt in my rolls, and all sorts of RED FLAGS.. that should have waken me up, but they didnt..
Well I planned and planned our first Family trip to Disney, and got on the plane and the seat belt didnt close, so I asked for a seatbelt extender.. Now my DD wanted to go on Goofys Rollercoaster, Would I fit? I wasnt sure so I spent most of my trip sending DH on things I had read about the whole year before planning for... While I stayed with my son who was 15 months old at the time..
Got back from Disney and got some of the photos developed and there was one of me in front of the Dinosaur at AK.. Well Im so huge in the photo, I had to take a second look at who was the dinosaur..
DH was at the point that we went no where together because I was embarrasing to him, (I was so angry at the time, but now how could I blame him) He was Never nasty to me, he just distanced himself.. He started taking care of the house and kids after his 2 jobs, because I just couldnt do it..
Well after some long talks with him after Disney, I joined the Gym and started going with my sister.. I was working out 4 times a week of 1 hour of cardio and Loosing Nothing.. (I didnt change my eating habits at that point) Then I got fed up and started doing WW ( at home) and the gym.. I lost 20lbs.. then hurt my leg BADLY (torn Ligaments etc...) that I couldnt walk for almost 10 weeks normally... Then off the diet I went and gained 10 back, then back to the gym lost and gained for awhile.. Then I hit 40lbs off, Woo hoo.. So back to Disney I went (40lbs took me about a year) Got back from Disney and didnt go back to WW or the gym.. So I gained 20 back.. Then I just was getting so fed up with it all at this time, I said all the exercise in the world isnt going to do anything if I dont change the way I eat.. High fat, binges...
So back to WW.. This time around I didnt do the "Diet" I never eat diet food, I dont eat fruit for breakfast etc.. I dont like a Big salad etc.. So why would I eat that way to loose weight. all the while waiting to loose the weight to start eating the food I liked again.. So I took it slow.. I took foods I like and changed some around, and portion Controll was my BIGGY!! So over the next year I lost another 40lbs and went back to Disney.. I was under 200's then.. Feeling good.. Then I said to myself why not go to the gym while DS is in Pre school 2x's a week. Im paying the 45 dollars a month weather I go or not.. So I started doing that.. And I still have 4 months till my next Disney trip and Ive lost 40 lbs.. Bringing me to 159 from 283. I just started looking at things differently this time around.. I go to Disney I gained 9lbs in 1 week, It comes off in the next 2-3 weeks, People with out weight problems gain weight while on vacation, during the holidays etc.. So why would I beat myself up and quit if I did too? So that was my motto, and it seems to be working!!
As far as Shopping, Im honestly havent bought alot, smaller Tee shirts, and smaller Streach pants..I will be honest, Im still terrified to gain this back..
So I continue on in hopes that one day soon, I will get used to myself in this smaller body and start acting like a person in the 150s instead of the 280's I was in that size for so long, My head hasnt caught up to my body..
Wow.. I hadnt realized that I typed that much.. Well thats my story.. I will keep you all updated and hope lots of you join me in the 150's soon!!!