keenercam
Loves Mickey!
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I'm back and I really appreciate the posts and PMs and emails asking me how it went. I am really embarassed to tell you, quite frankly. I don't even know where to start. I wanted answers, though, and I guess, I got them.
I guess the good news is :
--->regardless of a person's weight, whatever level a 43 yr old 5'1" female should be able to do, I did 106%. Anaerobically, I am quite fit.
---->I should be proud of myself for finishing the marathon.
The tidbits I remember better, however are these:
---->I should be proud of how far I've come, but really, 65 pounds in two years is really only a bit more than 2 pounds a month
----->As long as my BMI is as high as it is, I should expect to be out of breath
----->The only way I'll see improvement is by losing weight, and after all, it's a simple matter of math -- I have to take in less calories than I burn, and if I'd just try to take in 100 fewer calories a day, I'd probably see some significant weight loss
---->There are surgical interventions for people who need to lose as much weight as I do
----->"I don't mean to be mean, but let's face it -- it takes a lot more effort to move a family sedan than a 2 seat sports car."
I feel so much better informed now.
So there you have it, my WISH friends. I've been pretty much hysterical since I got to my car. Please forgive the self-pity. I'm persuading myself not to lapse into self-loathing. I'd better hurry over to the weight loss during training thread before I attack the chocolate chip cookies!
So, the good news is that I'm just fat. If I work really hard to lose some significant amount of weight, he's sure that a year from now I won't be complaining of breathlessness.
Oh, but he was really, really nice about it.
I guess the good news is :
--->regardless of a person's weight, whatever level a 43 yr old 5'1" female should be able to do, I did 106%. Anaerobically, I am quite fit.
---->I should be proud of myself for finishing the marathon.
The tidbits I remember better, however are these:
---->I should be proud of how far I've come, but really, 65 pounds in two years is really only a bit more than 2 pounds a month
----->As long as my BMI is as high as it is, I should expect to be out of breath
----->The only way I'll see improvement is by losing weight, and after all, it's a simple matter of math -- I have to take in less calories than I burn, and if I'd just try to take in 100 fewer calories a day, I'd probably see some significant weight loss
---->There are surgical interventions for people who need to lose as much weight as I do
----->"I don't mean to be mean, but let's face it -- it takes a lot more effort to move a family sedan than a 2 seat sports car."
I feel so much better informed now.
So there you have it, my WISH friends. I've been pretty much hysterical since I got to my car. Please forgive the self-pity. I'm persuading myself not to lapse into self-loathing. I'd better hurry over to the weight loss during training thread before I attack the chocolate chip cookies!
So, the good news is that I'm just fat. If I work really hard to lose some significant amount of weight, he's sure that a year from now I won't be complaining of breathlessness.
Oh, but he was really, really nice about it.

I don't know of
I don't know how you didn't, especially when he said the "try to eat 100 less calories" and then suggested surgery.

) help you celebrate how far you've come. Like I said, the spirit hurts a bit, but I'll be fine. 


Started my new program and did my 20 minutes on the TM. Walking from 3.9 to 4.2 in intervals. It felt good but short. I had gotten used to lengthy TM times. But this week builds up to 50 minutes. Did the weights etc and abds. So good day.

. She has some behavioral/emotional "issues" that I'd really not go into here, but we have been seeking professional help. Anyhow, sometimes there are blowups/meltdowns that really, really are just draining. I didn't get any training in on Wendesday. I was going to SWOG, but too busy at work to make it to the pool and then got too drained at home to go to back to the gym. Yesterday I had a great run - 4.5 miles at 9:36 mpm pace. It felt really easy and my legs felt strong. Today I have another really busy day at work. I might not be able to make it to my yoga class at 12:30p. I might end up taking another rest day. That's OK because I'm still on pace for having 4 run days this week, and that's what I was shooting for.