That's it I'm buying a cotton candy machine, making my own cotton candy, and selling it at the circus next year!! Thanks AManda!!! Let me know when the carnival is at your house and we'll be over!!
Okay, now for my daily bout of guilt...I am part catholic you know...
I feel like a horrible mommy today. I told Jarrod last night that he had to sleep in his bed because I was planning to get up early and hit the gym in the morning. He promised me he would stay in his bed.
Let me back up a bit, his counselor said I should, when he gets up, I should hug and nurture him and put him back to bed. He suggested I also put a tv in his room so he can watch tv when he wakes up....uh..that ain't happening. So now you now my options.
So at 1 this morning he comes in, I tell him to go back to his bed, to which he replies that he can't because he "hears voices" in his room (yeah, my voice screaming to stay in your bed!). Then climbs into my bed.

well, this didn't sit well with me and I began my huffing and puffing and fluffing pillows and generally grumbling. I told him that I had to get up early this morning so that I could go to the gym, he said that was fine. I finally decided to get up to go potty (I was awake..I might as well) so as I'm getting up I practically screamed at him, "fine, I'm going to sleep in your bed, when my alarm goes off you come wake ME up. And then you'll be up with no tv to watch." and off I stomped down the hall to the pot. Here he comes running behind me..and says, "Hey mom you forgot your teddy bear!" (don't laugh...I still have a bear that sleeps with me

) I replied with through my pursed lips, "I DON'T want my bear!!" That's when he noticed I had turned off his night light. He then ran back to my room, dropped the bear, came flying back to his room and told me he was sleeping in his bed. He turned his night light back on and shut his door. NOt before sticking his head out quickly and saying (very sweetly) "good night mommy". I told him to come here but he didn't hear me. So I went back to bed and left him in his room. I was glad he was in his bed.
But this morning I feel horrible because I never went back in and told him good night or that I loved him

. I had done so when I put him to bed at 9. So today I have supreme mommy guilt. I'm sure he is fine but I'm not. oy! mommyhood sucks sometimes!!
Oh, but on a lighter note...I reached my car from the house only to realize that I left my work tote bag in the office. I decided I didn't need to get it that I would be fine with out it. So I hop in the car, sling the purse into the passenger seat, and pull the DIAPER BAG off my shoulder to toss into the car!!

In my haste to get out of the house I had grabbed Ethan's diaper bag and was planning on taking it to work today!! I guess I needed the binky in it! So after laughing hysterically, I took the bag back in the house and got my bag!! OHWHATADORKIAM!!!!!
okay, i'm done whining now. I feel better! On with the day!!
tara