I have never gone through anything like this, and I really don't know what to say... I wish knew words that could help you. I just want you to know that my heart goes out to you and your family and I am thinking of you and your husband and hoping you are able to find some peace. Please take care of each other.
So sorry for your loss
I hope you find comfort in your family & friends-friends here on the Disboards too
Keep your faith-stay strong and know many thoughts & prayers are with you & your family at this time.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how hard it was to see the car.
Forgive me if it's been mentioned, but have you considered going to a meeting of the Compassionate Friends? It is a support group for parents who have lost a child. I don't think anyone can understand the true depths of what you feel except someone else who has walked in your shoes.