TTC thread take 2

[D&DDisney]

Cheri - We're here no matter what.

 

[ead79]

Cheri, thinking of you today!

 

[Kronk's girl]

Sending thoughts and prayers your way Cheri, we're here when you need us.

Thinking of all of you and hoping for some good news soon

 

[esbrick]

Paperwork done and sent! Sheesh! Now all we need to do is find an attorney. There's another boat load of cash unfortunately. I was hoping that an attorney friend of mine could help out but they only allow attornies that specialize in this type of law.

Last night I had my third ever panic attack / freak out at dinner. My first ever was a couple of years ago over a licensing issue I was working on adn I thought for sure that we were going to lose our license to distribute beer in a state over it. I was so upset at the time the first thing my boss said to me was "Are you pregnant"?; the second one I had was an hour before my wedding. Here I had planned my wedding from Chicago which took place in NY! I had spread sheets and a book with every little thing in it and all was good until I was waiting for the limo to come pick me up and I realized that I never asked my aunt to do a reading for me but here it was, wedding day, I was already late cause of the driver, her name was in the program and I had never asked her nor given her the reading! Then last night, we had just gotten done going over money and discussions of how we are financing this new endevour and it's scarey pooh as you know and I lost it at dinner. Crying and blabbering and the whole "You didn't sign up for this" speech and then my blood sugar started to dive which didn't help matters Uggg of course Mike talked me off the ledge and assured me he was in this for better or for worse. I gotta say when I had to describe us today in our paper work I wrote that "we were not perfect but our imperfections made us perfect for each other" I believe that. It doesnt' mean that we won't second guess each other once in a while, that's human, but it does mean that eventually our fears on the answers will get smaller I guess.

OK off to call the attorney. . . and then to make more dinner reservation. . .

E

 

[Kennywife]

Hugs to you E. I hear you on the panic attacks. I get them sometimes, even though I'm on meds, they still come.

On my wedding day for example, I was so scared that when my mom fixed me french toast....it tasted good....not so good when it came up. Yup. I was terrified.

Kenny's like your Mike. He is always there, reassuring. Don't know what I'd do without him sometimes.

Gabbie

 

[FeelsLikeHome]

Same here Cheri, thinking of you!

 

[FeelsLikeHome]

Any tips on the panic attacks, ladies? I've been getting them off and on ever since we started seeing the fertility specialist. The Dr. put me on meds - I told him that he gave me anxiety!

 

[esbrick]

Any tips on the panic attacks, ladies? I've been getting them off and on ever since we started seeing the fertility specialist. The Dr. put me on meds - I told him that he gave me anxiety!

Perfect! Mike just let me talk, babble and cry it out, then of course the standard glass of orange juice and a home made chocolate chip cookie. Believe it or not being able to come here and vent is probably our (Mike's and Mine) saving grace. Being able to internalize; listen to other's experiences and vent is VERY freeing and a God send. I haven't had to take any meds for panic attacks but I did for tension, xanex, it made me nervous though. So much for that!

How's everyone doing? Updates?

 

[Kennywife]

OMG....OMG.....I'm so happy. No, I'm not preggo, but it's almost as good.

I called the lab to set up a payment plan for that $708 bill and the guy on the other end said it needed to be adjusted. I'm like, "Oh great, it's gonna be higher now, huh?" He gets back on, the bill is......................................

$228. I bawled. Still bawling. Our insurance came through! I got off the phone and cried, thanking God and singing "When you wish upon a star." Best morning ever.

Gabbie

 

[esbrick]

OMG....OMG.....I'm so happy. No, I'm not preggo, but it's almost as good.

I called the lab to set up a payment plan for that $708 bill and the guy on the other end said it needed to be adjusted. I'm like, "Oh great, it's gonna be higher now, huh?" He gets back on, the bill is......................................

$228. I bawled. Still bawling. Our insurance came through! I got off the phone and cried, thanking God and singing "When you wish upon a star." Best morning ever.

Gabbie

FANTASTIC NEWS! That's great! OMGoodness!

 

[MommaSnowwhite]

OMG....OMG.....I'm so happy. No, I'm not preggo, but it's almost as good.

I called the lab to set up a payment plan for that $708 bill and the guy on the other end said it needed to be adjusted. I'm like, "Oh great, it's gonna be higher now, huh?" He gets back on, the bill is......................................

$228. I bawled. Still bawling. Our insurance came through! I got off the phone and cried, thanking God and singing "When you wish upon a star." Best morning ever.

Gabbie

 

[cherbear]

well of course y'all guessed it. NOT pregnant. Now we are broke & have a huge loan to pay off, I've gained 10 pounds, and I have absolutely nothing to show for it.

It's totally unbelievably unfair.

Thanks for all of your posts, you really make me feel loved here.

We ran off to Vegas for a few days. My inlaws renewed their vows, I think I mentioned this before. Thankfully they paid for everything. Now being back...just, ugh, facing the reality again.

 

[MommaSnowwhite]

well of course y'all guessed it. NOT pregnant. Now we are broke & have a huge loan to pay off, I've gained 10 pounds, and I have absolutely nothing to show for it.

It's totally unbelievably unfair.

Thanks for all of your posts, you really make me feel loved here.

We ran off to Vegas for a few days. My inlaws renewed their vows, I think I mentioned this before. Thankfully they paid for everything. Now being back...just, ugh, facing the reality again.

So sorry!

 

[MommaSnowwhite]

Sorry - double post.

 

[esbrick]

well of course y'all guessed it. NOT pregnant. Now we are broke & have a huge loan to pay off, I've gained 10 pounds, and I have absolutely nothing to show for it.

It's totally unbelievably unfair.

Thanks for all of your posts, you really make me feel loved here.

We ran off to Vegas for a few days. My inlaws renewed their vows, I think I mentioned this before. Thankfully they paid for everything. Now being back...just, ugh, facing the reality again.

Glad to hear from you but so sorry your news wasn't better honey. . .

 

[joanne312]

So sorry, Cheri.

 

[Kronk's girl]

Welcome back Cheri. I am so sorry it didn't work out the way we all hoped it would for you

Has anyone else been crying at these new Disney ads? I love them and hate them at the same time. They are so cute...but they make me really wish for a family!

Congrats on all the ADR's for those of you with trips! And that is great about your insurance Gabbie.

And yikes on the panic attacks! So sorry ladies, I hope this gets easier for all of us soon

 

[cherbear]

Thanks girls

Disney ads? I'm glad I haven't seen them yet. I think I need to hole up in a room with no tv and no magazines for a long while...

 

[Kronk's girl]

Thanks girls

Disney ads? I'm glad I haven't seen them yet. I think I need to hole up in a room with no tv and no magazines for a long while...

And I wouldn't blame you a bit if you did! Life really can be unfair.

 

[esbrick]

So Meg says to me last night, eyes rolling, "So did you get your little friend this weekend? I did on Saturday." I just looked at her and said "um no, i think i just finished 2 weeks ago.. . " Sincerely though, I had to think about it Of course while waiting for my boss to call me for something else I'm trying t' figure it out by looking through our old posts cause I'm hoping I put something down so I can figure out when I go next. She was funny though, disappointed our schedules weren't insinc anymore. So was I to be honest as she was my barometer!