Don't think I'm crazy when a new ticker shows up in my signature this weekend. I know I've planned and canceled 2 trips now (July and March). Dh was supposed to go in July, but made it clear he didn't want to. Even though I tried to cater the trip to him-booked a house offsite (got my deposit back yesterday), checked into golf courses for him to play while we were in the parks, was going to do 2 days at the space center, etc.
Then the 4-3 deal came out and I booked spring break, and was so excited. Then Southwest released the flights, and they were 250% of what I was expecting!

Dh was griping, told ds12 that he would miss youth turkey hunting week, and he wanted a new job (which would mean we would have to move). Also, I checked my grad school schedule, and realized that I start my last class that week. So I canceled (not officially, but told the kids we wouldn't go). That made dh happy, but now he has decided NOT to look for another job.
I'm dying to go back, I have the money, and the kids want to go. So I've been fighting with myself all week. Then yesterday, I got a pin code for May and June! I finish grad school in early May, and we get out of school (me and the kids) on May 27. So I'm booking a trip for me and the kids, as a grad present to myself, starting on Memorial Day. I'm hoping the flights will be cheaper on the holiday itself. I don't care what they are though-I'm going this time! I may even book AKL instead of a Value-we'll see.
Ds12 will probably miss 1 or 2 little league games, but he said he didn't care. He is trying out for the junior high baseball team, and was worried about missing practice, but I talked to the coach yesterday (before I even got the pin code) and he told me not to worry about it and go.
I'm just aggravated at dh right now, and I guess I needed to vent. He "helps" but most of the work around here-cooking, cleaning, that baby-falls on me. The house is a wreck, again, and I feel like I have no help. I stay swamped with work all the time. In WDW, someone waits on me. They drive me, feed me, and clean up after me. I need that to look forward to.
The nail in the coffin was this afternoon. I always have kids with me-I drop Katie off at daycare, take the kids to school with me, bring them back home with me, and this week 3 times I've had other people's kids to take to and from school (they call and ask and I can't say no). This afternoon, I needed to run get some things, and dh got off at 12. So I dropped them off at home, waited to get Katie, and ran to a local outlet store. I was enjoying some alone time, and bought several Christmas presents and some warm clothes for Katie. I was gone for 48 min. Exactly. And dh was waiting on me when I pulled into the driveway ready to leave for a ballgame. He was mad that I was gone so long! And he only had 2 of the 3 kids! I love him, but some days I just want to smack him!
OK, vent over (for now)-thanks for listening!
