Thanks everyone for the prayers. I haven't yet heard today if my grandmother had her surgery or not. I'm hopeful that if she did it went well... but until I hear from someone out west... I'm kind of just stuck waiting, and waiting, and waiting...
On my FIL front, DW bought an airplane ticket last night - but is fully prepared to change it if needed. She opted to push it out as long as possible, and went for a trip in mid-May... but it's on Southwest, so fully changable with no fee if she needs to go sooner. At this point she now wants to wait to see how chemo treatment #2 goes for him before she ventures out there. When she does - it'll be for 12 days, or longer if need be - so having it closer to the end of the school year is good by me. I would handle that again if needed, but I'd rather not have to if at all possible. That was crazy last time doing work, as well as teaching, and the cooking and the cleaning, and the driving hither, thither and yon... ...it's been a crazy few days/weeks/months.
While I'd like to concentrate and get my TR's finished - all of this has kind of put my DIS-desire on hold for a bit. I open it up, take two minutes to look around and just go "bleh" and sign off. I want to be on here and chat - but I don't. I'm drained and kind of in a funk too, not really wanting to do anything, and can't really focus on a lot either. I've tried to keep up on various TR's but have fallen too far behind and have just kind of given up. It's so strange right now, I've even ...

... gasp ... found myself thinking that I am not even sure I want to do down to Florida at the beginning of April and we might just cancel our trip. I even went so far as to suggest that week to my DW to head west for her trip. And the pressures at work have increased the past month or so too, which isn't helping either - a key VP left at the beginning of January, so all of her work has been parcelled out to the rest of us to step up and cover. So much is just topsy turvey right now - that I'm kind of just traipsing through each day, looking forward to going to bed each night more than the day before. I know, it sounds kind of strange, but that's where I am right now. So if you don't see me on here for a while, that's why.
Thanks for listening and caring though... I appreciate it.