Ok, DDA... calm me down, I'm panicking. I know in light of other posts, this isn't life or death.... but it's sort of big, and I'm not sure why it's hitting me today.
Kyle just got an email from a resident that implies that he has moved up "hopefully to matchable range" at Cincinnati. Now, for security reasons I have to mention that this wasn't anyone directly involved in decision making, because they aren't allowed to talk about it with the applicants. But it's still an important piece of information, let's just leave it at that.
Well, that sounds promising, right? Well I don't know. To me, it confirms that he isn't #1-7 and guaranteed a spot. So maybe he's 8, 9 10.... that's still a MAJOR accomplishment, out of all the people nationwide that interviewed for this program. I should be ecstatic about this.
But it also means that a few people higher than him HAVE to rank Cincinnati lower than #1. It's possible right? Absolutely, but we love it so much (and it really is one of the best programs in the country, even from unbiased sources) that it's hard to believe someone would do that.
So now I'm freaking out. 'I hate Delaware and we're going to end up there'.... 'Why didn't we rank _____ next instead of _____'.... thoughts such as these are taking over my head right about now!

We have until 9pm to change the rank lists, but it's COMPLETELY not advisable as they claim any changes this late in the game are "on impulse" and often "irrational" and almost always regretted. Yeah, I can see where that would happen, if anyone else around the world is anything like me (

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It's going to be ok, right? Thanks for letting me vent, I feel a little better. And a little worse, all at the same time

I'm losing my mind I tell you!

... and I'm too young for this!