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Aw God Bless Bonnie dear Bobbi and thank you and Tom for giving her a loving home.

Dear Lynn and everyone, I would love to go home. I do have the blessing of being able to truly get much closer to normal here for a few more months if I get the crucial daily care I need. Going home right now is not in my best recovery interest. I will have an answer by the end of Monday and go forward from there.

Definitely not an easy decision but a vital one for sure. I need to have a definite yes or no answer on Monday first. I pray it is yes. I want more than anything to be back to normal honestly as much as if not more for my beloved Dad's sake than my own. To truly be able to bring added joy to his life and ease his daily responsibilities. As not ideal as this environment can be, that can be secondary (as long as I get a new roommate) to the miracle of daily being graced with the exact consistent therapy I need that I could not get at home that will allow me to reclaim my normal life or be a ton closer to it come January.

I do have people working on my roommate issue so God willing, the answer is yes, that would be resolved too. If I have to go home, so be it. I absolutely promise all of you to not stay here one second longer than absolutely necessary if what would be detrimental to my recovery happens and the answer Monday is no. God has this and me just perfectly. I am so blessed both to have this possibility and always to get to love and pray for and to be loved and prayed for by all of you. Hugs extra my dear Quacker family.