CindysFriend
I’m just somebody that you used to know…
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- Mar 7, 2001
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I've been seeing a therapist whom I like very much, and who is also treating another member of my family for ongoing medical problems. I've been seeing this therapist for about 6 months now. He knows my entire background, and knows all about the continued stress and anxiety that I deal with daily. He's very compassionate and has been giving me what I consider to be very, very good advice, and very concrete ways to deal with the stress (mindful thinking, deep breathing, etc).
Everyone once in a while I get to a point where I feel like I can't deal with life anymore. I am not suicidal. But I feel that I need something, a diversion, to distract myself away from all of the problems that I HAVE to handle, yet are not under my control (the actions of others).
He knows that years ago, in a previous marriage, that I cheated when I felt the need for an escape. At the time, I didn't realize that that's what I was doing, but in retrospect, it's exactly what I was doing. I didn't turn to drugs, alcohol, etc, but I turned to someone else.
I've been remarried for many years now, no cheating, even with all of the various problems and issues we've endured together.
Last week at my therapy session I was extremely stressed, and at one point blurted out "Would it be a bad thing if I went out and had an affair?? I need a distraction, I feel like I'm going crazy...". His reply was "No". I was speechless for a moment!
I even asked him to repeat what he said... and he said that sometimes an affair could be a good thing.... at that point I think I kind of lost the rest of what he was saying because I was shocked.
I did say to him "Wait a minute...you're supposed to tell me that having an affair would be a bad idea, that it would only add to my problems..." Again, I was in shock and only half-heard what he was saying, but I heard him say "...I understand. You want someone who would sit with you and listen to you and make you feel safe....". I said "Yes, exactly...".
Anyway, does this sound out of line to anyone??? I honestly never expected a therapist to agree that an affair might be a "good thing". Oh and by the way, I do not have any intentions of actually having an affair! It was just something I blurted out.
Everyone once in a while I get to a point where I feel like I can't deal with life anymore. I am not suicidal. But I feel that I need something, a diversion, to distract myself away from all of the problems that I HAVE to handle, yet are not under my control (the actions of others).
He knows that years ago, in a previous marriage, that I cheated when I felt the need for an escape. At the time, I didn't realize that that's what I was doing, but in retrospect, it's exactly what I was doing. I didn't turn to drugs, alcohol, etc, but I turned to someone else.
I've been remarried for many years now, no cheating, even with all of the various problems and issues we've endured together.
Last week at my therapy session I was extremely stressed, and at one point blurted out "Would it be a bad thing if I went out and had an affair?? I need a distraction, I feel like I'm going crazy...". His reply was "No". I was speechless for a moment!

I did say to him "Wait a minute...you're supposed to tell me that having an affair would be a bad idea, that it would only add to my problems..." Again, I was in shock and only half-heard what he was saying, but I heard him say "...I understand. You want someone who would sit with you and listen to you and make you feel safe....". I said "Yes, exactly...".
Anyway, does this sound out of line to anyone??? I honestly never expected a therapist to agree that an affair might be a "good thing". Oh and by the way, I do not have any intentions of actually having an affair! It was just something I blurted out.