Oh, honey, my heart just breaks for you.
I posted the same exact words when I lost my Mom to cancer a year and a half ago. I remember being just as numb as you are.
God bless you and your Dad through the next few days. Take solace in the fact that you both had time to say goodbye. Not everyone gets that chance.
And remember, you can always come here for an ear or a shoulder. Believe me, it saved me.
The reminder about colorectal cancer was so right. My aunt caught hers right on time and she's cancer free today. The procedures are uncomfortable but nothing compared to not checking.
God bless,
Robinrs